so now we all know ;

i dun seem to blog much these days.

but anyway CHRISTMAS WAS OVER.
before i knew it. i didnt even make my xmas wishlist la -.-

but anyway xmaseve was spent with cousins&relatives.
we were so caught up in RUMMY (a very very very fun game!) that we forgot to countdown -.- hahaha.
then uncle kept making vodka plus ribena for us.
man you all should have seen ken's face.
WHERE ARE THE PHOTOS ! haha.
but it was yummmayyyyy.
the food prepared was yummaaaay too !

xmas ! spent with the vballers minus phyllis who had food poisoning. think she should be okay now ((((:
anyway haha had steamboat at my house.
grace our super homeecons queen prepared everything !
with the help of us at different times.

haha eating with them were loads of fun.
the thought provoking qns
and all those funny stories plus the antics.
FAINTS. got sixpecs alr.
haha but great fun lah. :D
and we popped FOUR champagnes. -.-

on the twentysix nothing much.
went to watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM.
'dumdum, i want gumgum!' LMAO. i so love the stone statue.
haha then went to watch hcjc concert.
to support TANYINGCHERN.
it was nice. haha finally heard animation medley. :D

then after that went to have dinner (at nine++++pm ) at mos.
sudden craving lah woots.
then walked around in the rain which was a bad choice cos we cant find a cab afterwards.
TORTURING I TELL YOU.
haha but i like it <3

yea so today went to watch DEATHNOTE2.
i like L ! hahaha.
he's like so funny lah. the {グッド} action.
but yea. the both of them died. irritating shit. {うんこ}

haha anyway the bag that grace is psychoing me to buy is like 149.
its quite pretty lah but.. URG STRUGGLE STRUGGLE.

what to do for my parents anniversary!!?

and fungi is not online to send me songs. haha wth.

off to do maths!

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when i first promised that,
i didnt know how hard it is
to have to bottle up everything inside

and you are not helping by doing what you are doing.

i cant tolerate loneliness
and thats wad im feeling now.

the rain and songs are making me emo (boy do i hate that word)
and will the rain never stop?

on a bright side,
i baked delicious double chocolate chips cookies today!
-smacks lips.
just a trial. i hope next time will be even nicer !

but i dropped ten bucks while buying the materials ingredients.
!@##%@%$^

anyway im still trying to comprehend why my sister abuses vulgarities.
other people i can understand
but with my sister somehow it just doesnt sound right.
and that coming out of me sounds awfully childish
!@$#@%$#^

i hope you have a nice time at dxo tonight :D
whalau lie to me think i stupid ah !

i need time to think
afterall, its the end of the year. :D

and yesterdays appeals was satisfying.
i really hope she will get in ! :DDDDDDDD

everytime i look at my wardrobe,
i wanna cry )':

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the view at the restuarant we had my mum's birthday dinner !

haha rare private moments of my bro and dad (:

my mum's birthday but we didnt have any photos of her
so HERE ARE YOUR FAVORITE LOBSTERS !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUM
no matter how bad ur moodswings are,
WE STILL LOVE YOU SO MUCH ! :D

ohyea. and my aunt's mother passed away.
succumbed to cancer on friday.
/a moment of silence.

-

on a happier note,
my xmas shopping is almost done ! :DD

a few more and im done.

went shopping after tuition with grace and her parents.
haha her parents are so sweet lah
my parents hardly look as loving as them anymore.

but nevermind,
each parents to their own :D

anyway
absolutely satisfying shopping trip. /yumms
despite the painful mourns from my pocket. haha.

a special day today.
hope you enjoyed it as ive enjoyed mine :D

and im telling you
im really really dreading next year
in more ways than one.
/screams in agony.

but nevermind
ONE YEAR ONLY WAD. hahaha.

im speaking in circles/triangles/squares.
as in im not making sense again.
thanks zak for the recipe!

i shall erm go and try to attempt some maths questions
@%$#^$

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a xmas blog to prepare for xmas !

and to remind myself to get all the xmas gifts ready !

haha.
going out with grace after tuition that day was STRESSFUL.
jing and her have already decided on what to do for XMAS !

rahrahrah.

speaking of them,
they are at the beach tanning now !
the sun is like scorching hot now !
what a wonderful day for tanning.

rahrahrahx2

but im gonna go claud's house for celebration !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDIA !
seeing all of them again makes the sacrifice worth it. rightright? (((:

yesterday was a really good day (:
went to sentosa,
sat at the planks there and talked. and futilely tried to tan.
den we went to play the sentosa luge thing.
sorry lah, played before so not very exciting HAHA.

after that we went to play the miniature golf.
hahaha so embarrassing.
everyone was kinda waiting for us to finish
so we decide to play hockey style and arcade style,
which was way way way faster. LMAO.
then we stupidly went to the wrong golf course somemore. HAHA.

yea then went to the merlion walk.
and he cut his leg.
LOL ALL MY STUPID FAULT. =X
but managed to stop the bleeding and drop the phone into the water.
frustrating x453213257654323 i tell you.
haha so sorry ): hope its healing now.

den musical fountain-ed
as impressive but abit boring the second time. hahaha.
den carlsjr-ed.
my first time okay ! cos i was craving for the onion rings.
cant finish the humogous humongous burger ):
hahaha.

GREAT DAY. thanks so much (:

aye im losing the touch for blogging.
gonna go find a way to tan now !

byebye !

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TAMPINES IKEA
is as big as its font.

haha first time have to queue to get into ikea.
but its worth it cos i bought the stuff i need !
the lamp, the boxes and the thing you know that thing. :D
-absolutely satisfying.

today was a great day.
despite feeling sick, tired and scratching all over.
and the absolutely torturous morning and afternoon.
but the kids were cute lah anyway. :D

why was today great?
cos..
WE CAN PLAY OUR ENSEMBLE !
from nothing. to actually being able to play the parts,
it feels wonderful,
like riding on a rainbow and know that it will never end. ( what rubbish! )

haha though still not really impressive or whatsover,
its good enough for me.
im contented contented contented !

LYNETTE, JARRYL !
ensemble only what right ?
just WHACK LAH.
we can endure the bandcamp man ! haha.
it will soon be over !
JIAYOU alrightes ! :D

im so excited about tmr.
im just staying home, cut hair, crystal jade, pack bag and get some quality family time.
but still, SO EXCITING. -winks.

going crazy. haha.
realised i haven blog properly in ages.

okay now to recuperate with the nice nice pillow
and pretty stars above my head.

bandcamp will be over soon !

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You tell me you’re in love with me
That you can’t take your pretty eyes away from me
It’s not that I don’t want to stay
But everytime you come too close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There’s things about me you just have to know.

Sometimes I run
sometimes I hide
Sometimes I’m scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right,
be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time.

I don’t wanna be so shy, ah-ah
Everytime that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that, you’re the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There’s things about me, you just have to know.

Just hang around and you’ll see
There’s nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you.

and im afraid of the feeling so strong
and that i know that it is the truth

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LIFE IS SCREWED.

was just thinking.
and i realised how coincidental
that all the choices ive made ever since ive made choices
have been the wrong choices ever.

i know i need to stop.
i know i WANT to stop.
but i cant.

and its really tiring to run the race when you lost the heart for it long ago.

cheryl and fungi. better? hahaha.

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cant seem to understand myself
why did i make it so bad
when there is a better way out.

but maybe somehow deep inside
i do know
why am i doing all these.
just that i dun wanna say the truth
and make everything seems clear.


and we all love you so ;

'
major camwhores we are. grace and me. haha.


we were supposed to be mugging ! jing and me (:

been sleeping real early these days
in order to wake up in time for band.
HOW SAD.
its the freaking hols
when everyone is trying to beat each other in staying up late
and im sleeping early.

actually forcing myself to sleep early.

pathetic pathetic life. (kicksmychintheass)

thanks for tagging.

haha cheryl i miss you too ! ahtommee needs to hang lah. (:

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HELLO.

bought a new red&white tote with ansley today.
she bought black&white tote.
and we were super -.- because the saleslady was taking a break and we sorta begged her with our eyes to open the shop for us again. HAHAHA.

been a long time since i bought stuff
and since the Olvls population and Alvls population are gonna join the crowd,
i guess its time to go back to the books
-snarrrrls ):

yay.

anyway john took lynette and me for sectionals today.
(yes, xiaowei, its not 'doing')
didnt know jarryl found his phone so didnt inform him.
GLAD THAT U FOUND YOUR PHONE JARRYL TAY :D
but anyway, it was constructive though our lips nearly tore.
poor lynette, i think she is nursing many ulcers at home now.
but nevermind, NI XING DE :D

by the way,
THANKS LOADS JOHN.

braces suck. but i still want them. :D

aye been thinking about some stuff lately.
felt really lousy.
the way i handle human relationships sucked since godnoeswhen.
i wanted to change lah but i cant dunno why.
and the fact that the need for it comes in and i dunno how to use it makes everything worse.
i hope that things will go back to normal. soon.

ohyea.
on a happier note, that day I SAW MONDAY.
on the way from tuition to band.
along the i-forgot-the-name shopping centre.
wow. we have fate right.
haha. -bounces around up and down.
bimbotic moment. too excited lah =X

will take time to blog about the past few days.
so many things, too little time.
hahaha.
no lah actually its because i procrastinated alot.
-.-

time to go sleep if i want to go remotely near being on time for band tomorrow.

and im so happy os and as are ending :D
and im sad cos i cant find the 'my hands are bananas' video. )):

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-jumps around.
-squeals.
-screams.
-hops around.
-hokey pokeys.

PEE-DOUBLE-EWW is OVER !
( coughs- iandr coughs-)

HUIJIE, SHIJIE, SHURUN
WE DID IT :DD

joy to the world. :D

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