April 19 [Thu], 2007, 22:40


April 19 [Thu], 2007, 1:03

i don't want to say this but this woman is a good sample of bad fashion sense. someone should tell her that she's not a scarf seller.

Don't cry, Justin. 

April 17 [Tue], 2007, 23:51
Go. Go take your shower. Go to New York. Go to your new life. In a year, probably not even that long, you won't even remember my name. Oh, what happened to hat kid who wouldn't leave me alone, who thought he was in love with me? If you fucking think of me at all.

I won't. I won't think of you. When I walk out that door, I don't plan on ever looking back. And I expect you to do the same.

my new sneakers 

April 09 [Mon], 2007, 23:07

and i want more. i need more.

i love sneakers.

just window-shopped 

April 05 [Thu], 2007, 23:04
went window-shopping in TENJIN.

There then what a surprise that I found ZARA!!

Among other dirty buildings, ZARA looks so stylish. I can't tell why I like ZARA but it is really different from some Japanese brands. Maybe something in me which want to be a cool and smart working woman is one of the reasons. The design of ZARA is kinda just for those women. Whatever, I need something different.

I kept walking for almost 5 hours and get one skirt, one book and one magazine. I'm aware that I can only enjoy those lovely clothes and dresses and tell myself that they are not supposed to belong me. But I hardly can persuade myself to forget about those books and magazines with pretty pics and wise words.

Actually I wanted to buy more but there's a reason as far as everyone knows stopped me. And I got home read one news like a super star bought about 30 pairs shoes in Hongkong. and I can't help but wondering. What the hell is that feeling??? A simple question, which no one can tell. Should I do something to find it by myself?

Anyway, gotta the fucky work tomorrow.

yesterday and tomorrow 

March 30 [Fri], 2007, 20:27
Until yesterday, i was in a hell. a hell in there you have to get up on 5 o'clock a.m. every day and eat japanese food which tasted not so good. or bad. I had no time myself and got disappointed at the staffs and had to pretend that everything is as good as they think.

And, tomorrow, I'm gonna begin my first job. Wear something not so fashionable, say a lots of thank you very much and I'm so sorry, move quickly, learn fast, make some mistakes, lost some confidence, think about that all of these are just bullshit.

But before that, I got to have hair dyed black back. by myself.

And the sunrise is not so beautiful there.

no eat out from today 

March 24 [Sat], 2007, 20:42
save every cent to survive.

bye my blond hair 

March 21 [Wed], 2007, 23:59
had my blond hair dyed pinkred.


I loved my blond hair. I was happy with my lovely blond hair.

Although I like the color now but if I have a choice I will choose the blond one.

Next time I'll find a job which has no hair color limit. Like a photographer or a business woman.

No doubt.

fabric sofa 

March 14 [Wed], 2007, 20:13

I really really want a sofa. a fabric sofa. a fabirc sofa which make me feel i am in Northern Europe or Pari or NY.

And I want my own apartment. Not a single tiny room like the ones which most of Japanese guys in their 20's live in but an old and large apartment like the one which Carrie Bradshaw in Sex and the City lives in.

Under the fuking condition that I have a fuking good job with a fuking good pay.

I'll get it. in the same age with Carrie.


March 11 [Sun], 2007, 20:59


some chicken, some cabbage salad, some rice, a little drink

a magazine

some music and a movie

ends with a bath

og can't wait to move. hate this place.
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