Being lost in thoughts ...
2006年05月12日(金) 20時10分
On Wednesday I was so unhappy with the world, with school and this fucking things ...
Well, actually it´s not so important for other people, but it is very, very important for me and my life, so I´m a little bit angry with my teacher for German, because she has told me, that I get a Four on my certification. I told her, that this is not correct, because of her evil mood, I have to resit class!
So I think about it and I felt slightly depressed, because I don´t want to resit class, I don´t want to have another year Latin or physics ... but what should I do? Should I learn and than be sick and angry about resitting class?! Or should I go to school and think "Ok~ this is the end, I have nothing to do" and so on.
I love my friends now and I love being in this class (auch wenn ihr mich manchmal echt anpisst XD), so I don´t want this things. I need help, but where should I get it?
From my mum? No; I don´t want that she worrys about me. From my teacher? No; she offered help to me, but I don´t want her, to be stressed because of me.
You know what I mean?
But on Sunday, I will turn to London and this makes me a little bit happy
So see you soon!
Leo
Well, actually it´s not so important for other people, but it is very, very important for me and my life, so I´m a little bit angry with my teacher for German, because she has told me, that I get a Four on my certification. I told her, that this is not correct, because of her evil mood, I have to resit class!

So I think about it and I felt slightly depressed, because I don´t want to resit class, I don´t want to have another year Latin or physics ... but what should I do? Should I learn and than be sick and angry about resitting class?! Or should I go to school and think "Ok~ this is the end, I have nothing to do" and so on.

I love my friends now and I love being in this class (auch wenn ihr mich manchmal echt anpisst XD), so I don´t want this things. I need help, but where should I get it?
From my mum? No; I don´t want that she worrys about me. From my teacher? No; she offered help to me, but I don´t want her, to be stressed because of me.
You know what I mean?
But on Sunday, I will turn to London and this makes me a little bit happy
So see you soon!Leo








