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December 25 [Sun], 2005, 3:26

i feel like.. im a bit bitter now
dun get me wrong, i did get better after tat incident.
but.. i feel so sad, angry, used n stupid.
vin said that i should just forget about that person.
i stumbled onto that person's things.
im looking n listening to the past.
n it made me cry.
it started, it ended, just the same.
fast n out of nowhere.
i bet.. all that.. was nothing.. nothing at all.
but, it meant everything to me. meant.
im like sitting here, reminiscing..
n im thinking, "hey! who's that stupid sad ass loser?! XD"
well.. u guessed it, that 'stupid sad ass loser' is me.
i hope that person is happier now.
even tho, i am still wishing to be with that person.
~~even as a friend, even as an 'online friend'. i'd be happy.~~
cranberries' linger.. how uncanny is that?
stupid song. im listening to it a lot.
im scared to like someone again now. im afraid.
i feel silly. oh so stupid. emo-ness galore.

ahh.. sorry that u hafta see me whine. i am so uncool.

~~i hope i can keep that promise. i should just.. move on.~~

edit : oh yea.. merry xmas. merry xmas indeed.

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party ... w e e !! ~ <3

December 24 [Sat], 2005, 3:18

私はクリスマス・パーティに昨晩行った!

それはfreezeくんの家にあった。
それは楽しみ! だった!
私は友人を作った! しあわせ！！(●^∀^●)
aha! i used translator all the way.. im sorry if i suck..
ごめんね..

i haf pictures!!!! <3333~
u know of that party?
i went to freeze's fer his xmas party/tqa's bday party!!
it was fun! altho.. it wasn't.. happening *cough* XD

i took this bfore the party!

im on the far back! wearing santa hat! beside me is momo!<3

n the one wif the black fisher hat is alven!

the guys said i look like im flipping u guys out

XDD うそだよ！
the one in green is freeze/fareez!

me and nadhirah(freeze's gf).the aftermath of playing the thumb war game!
freeze said,"woah! mimi looks damn dir en grey!" XDDD LOL!!

fua! evryone was fun! i had fun! thank you freezeくん!!
okie okie.. now, i will go sleep!! おやすみなさい！

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h o - h u m !!! ♪

December 23 [Fri], 2005, 18:36

kyuteness. i wish that no one i personally know sees this.
cos it would be frickkishly embarassing. i hope i never hafta do this again.

alven n momo acting kyute on the webcam!
i dunno! >_> him n momo! well.. since i was bored..
i took the pleasure n advantage of the situation..
i took screenies.. mwahahaha! phear me!!