Teenage Dream 

2010年08月30日(月) 2時36分
Hello Guys...

Here is a very stressful period. I reckon its the most stressful period I have had in my entire 3 year COmmerce Course. I have 1 Mid sem test this week, and 2 next week and an assignemnt due next week as well! Yet I find myself playing 8 conseutive hours of BLeach Vs One PIece. As can be seen from the title, its a pretty lame game having to adopt characters from an anime to use for a custom map. I used to despise these games. But now I am just another nerd playing 1 game after another.

Haha.. it is just really fun.

But whilst Im playing the game, Im thinking of my Mid sems... So its not a really good feeling.... Lol. Even when Im slping I will subconsciously be thinking about it... dont ask me how, but I just feel stressed when I wake up,,, thats how I tell when I have been thinking abt it... ANyway, please wish me good luck because I really need it! x.X

Have attended a few graduations already... And Im feeling ready for my own! Actually its kind of sad that everyone is leaving and I am leaving too, I will certainly miss Melbourne... もう一生会えないかも知れないと思うと、本当に嫌になる。。

I cleaned my room about a week ago and now its a mess again.. But its really satisfying to clean my room I think... Like, WOW the transformation is incredible! And I feel so acomplished! Makes me wonder if I mess up my room on purpose just to clean it up in 1 shot...

This is all my make up... I have arranged everything so nicely here haha... But normally it is just a pile of mess that only I can make sense of... But looks so nice anyway right! The surprisng thing is, I actually DO use ALL these products almost daily and sometimes more than once a day! Thats a freaking lot of product that I pile on my face...

HAHA


As you can see, by family of UFO caught members have grown exponentially, there are more that are not in the picture... HAHA, Im running out of names to give them... and TOO many Hello Kitties!


This is Franklin and Frankin Junior/Senior. They are now hanging on my mirror, You can see the Tornado Aftermath of a room I have in the reflection...それでも アレが落ち着くんですよ。変なのかな。。



This is the Farewell dinner for Joyce... Really good times... Im gonna miss her SOSOSOOSOSOOSOSO Much.... CRY

最後は自分の写真



Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

M 

2010年08月16日(月) 2時18分
Hihi~

Might be that Im feeling abit lost now, I dunno. Once again, I am at a cross roads of my life. ANd not just a fork, but so many different choices and possibilities. For someone who has everything anyone could want, I feel that I can do anything. But this is exactly the kind of thing I dont like. Like why I like to -random, it feels safer having a choice made for you so that in the future you can say "Oh, this wasnt my decision anyway" and put the blame on others. But this is real life and the choices you make now stay with you for the rest of your life. I guess this is what being an adult is.

Not just quite ready yet... the future is scary. but change is always a good thing to look forward to,


Eri is graduating from Morning Musume. Is really bad news for me.. I love Eri so much... For her to have come so far from her debut days and to throw it all away like that... Must have been a heart breaking decision for her... I will try my best to attend the graduation concert... Wish her a full recovery and go back to Morning Musume where the rest of the members are waiting for her!

Maybe cuz of this Im starting to look at AKB48 stuff... see how it goes lol.


A dress from temt I tried on but didnt buy.. the string is hanging out lol


Beautiful papillon puppy... He keeps licking my face...


New family members from left to right:
Benjamin (aka BenBen)
Franklin (aka Frankie)
Teddy (aka Teddy)
How cute? Acquired from UFO catcher. How skillful?




Han Yushan...
playing too many stupid games now...
stop.
and need to dye ur hair soon... my gawd the roots is so terrible...

TeeVEee 

2010年06月19日(土) 16時27分
Hello guys~

Probably everyone's exam is over and celebrating, but I still have 1 more.. On the Last Day! Hai! Well, not like I have been studying mega hard (or at all). Watching TV, Movies, World Cup, Playing Games, Reading books, Bumming around . The life of a NEET! (Not in Education, Employment or Training)

Tee V Eee (Trolls vs Elves) is a very unbalanced Game I realise. Because some maps clearly favor the troll and some maps Elves. As long as you have a Newb on your team (which isnt hard considering that the game can hold 10 people), the troll can almost definitely win through farming on them. And on the chance that the troll "accidentally" dies (not that there is such a thing), you would just find yourself having wasted about 1 hour of your life. Repeat this about 3 times and Viola! Its 4am and you find yourself wondering... where did all that time go?

Pokemon Defense is a much more balanced and engaging game =)

Alright, time to share some of my studying tips with you. Which isnt the best idea in the world because you probably study better than me.

The key is to have good snacks.

Quality over Quantity as they say.

No point having a mountain of snacks that makes you feel like a oily pig after.

Most important item: Coffee (Hot/Cold)
Personalyl I love ice coffee so this is a must have item (either this or Yakult). Cuz drinking cold drinks always perks me up, + there is caffeine and if you're bored you can sip on your drink and look into nothing in particular whilst looking whimsical and sophisticated at the same time!



Oh yucks No Make. Fuck you ugly


Ahh, much better.

Secondly, the snack. Something you nibble on instead of chomping on. The nibbling makes you think that are constantly eating (which you are) but you arent actually consuming as much as you think. My weapon of choice is long sticks of pocky or wafer sticks


Almond Pocky is my favorite. Choco + Nuts is a great combo. The nuts neutralize the super sweet choco to make it just right


Some wheat wafer biscuit.

As can be seen, all my items are Asian snacks, because Aussie Snacks suck. And there is no variety what so ever.

And Tada~ The right combination of snacks can make a really good study session. (Notice I never say anything about productiveness)

Alright I always wanted to do this post, although you probably already finished your exams, this might come in handy in the future

You may kiss my feet now.

I just bought this dress. I love it. But. Why. Am. I. Buying. Summer. Clothes. During. Winter.

Its probably my subconscious trying to deny my body's cravings


I have been eating badly lately... And my teeth are giving me problems.... The life of a NEET is taking its toll on me...
I am most certainly not fit to be a NEET.

Bifidus, King of Yakults 

2010年06月04日(金) 0時42分
Do you like to drink Yakult??

Who doesnt??

Everyone Loves to drink Yakult! its like the best drink to offer guests because, they will never say no!

But, one thing I hate about it is... its too little~

Thats why I must savour every drop. And drink through that tiny straw~

And I already thought that Yakult in Singapore is SOOOO little. When I came to Australia, I got a shock!


ITS TINYYY
(ok maybe the picture doesnt really prove my point, but its really freakishly tiny.
WHY is everything else so much bigger here in Aus except for YAkult!??)

@_@ AND WAY FKING MORE EXPENSIVE!

Since in Aus I live like a poor student compared to Sg where I live like a princess (gegeg)

I cannot afford to upkeep with my previous frivolous lifestyle of 2 Yakults a week, it went down to a abstinence of Yakult. Just the thought of it gives me shudders

And then I went to THAILAND! THE LAND OF GIANT YAKULTS!
(This would make a GREAT tourism campaign I reckon!!)


CHECK THIS OUT!! I actually drank this!!! (not the Heineken)

and here I was thinking that drinking more than 2 yakults a day would give me diarrhea when the Thais were consuming it by the litre!(exaggerate)


OOOHHH MANNNNN I DIED ADN WENT TO YAKULT HEAVEN!!!!

When I left Thailand... it was like... waking up from a bad dream...
No more Giant Yakults
No more Medium size Yakults
I couldnt even bring myself to pay the exorbitant price at Woolworth for a 5 pack...

And then.

A miracle

It was a humble asian grocer in Boxhill



to cut the long story short, I found a medium size Yakult called Bifidus!

not too much and not too little.


Its is lovely <3


Had lots of fun singing K wif joyce. Last time of fun b4 exams...


And spending time with xiaobai and theo @_@
We spend alot of time reminiscing our JC days...
I actually forgot about alot of things that Happened then...
I really cant afford to forget them!
Those are the things that I cherish the MOST
Memories with my beloved friends and the BEST times we had together..
No matter what happens in the future
If I think back to those times
Everything will be OK
beause I know
they will be
there
for
me


K thanks for reading my Nonsense!
BAIBAI~

ダメよ 

2010年05月23日(日) 21時52分
Hello~

How is everyone??

Im very sorry

to break your hearts (HAHA)

But

I think

Its important to let you know

I am in love

I name her Felica

Actually I dunno if its a guy or girl.


SO CUTE
I miss m dogs...

So, actually I dunno what is the purpose of this post. I find it quite boring now to talk about my personal life since nothing interesting is happening. And even if Ai think its interesting, I doubt other people do (ie. Monster Forest, btw is a good game)

Because lately fewer and fewer people are playing dota. I guess everyone is moving on in life, or rather on to a life where games are not the center.... Cant expect all my friends to be playing dota forever It used to be that I always had a group of friends to play with, if not this group, then another group. There were always people and it was so fun as I remember the times.... As the numbers dwindle, inevitably so will the hours and until finally...

For me, because I already have this kind of pattern in my life where playing games is a given, and fitted in perfectly. There is no substitute, or I don't want there to be one. But there will be a point in my life when I will be asking myself, "what is the motivation?"



But, that time is not now XD

I am having a pretty big crisis here now . There is so much lacking in my game. And I have really lost the self confidence. This is really something I need to get back, but its not as easy as just realizing it... Hopefully things will improve, 要相信自己!

Some of the food I have been eating!


Pacific House!! Is now BB and my favourite haunts. Actually I dunno abt him, but I love it!! Especially the lunch time specials. One of the things I can eat everyday~ (for lunch)

Cuz I love Pork/Chicken Chop, but for some reason, it always comes with rice normally. And I cant stand rice with it!! Doesnt match the taste at all!! but ALL the 茶餐厅 in Melbourne does this!! Except for Pacific house (lunch). Yummy!


And of cuz Korean Hot Pot!! I like Korean food more than Japanese now actually... Kimchiii~

Its getting sooooo COLD in Melbourne!!! Freezing my toes off


Finally a obligatory zipai!!



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  • ニックネーム:Han Yushan
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  • 誕生日:1989年1月16日
  • 職業:大学生・大学院生
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