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2008年01月05日(土) 23時34分
Bea's inner mind: Ur suppose to pack your room and do your hmk! ....
2008年01月03日(木) 16時32分
.... Bea's outer mind: aiyah blog for awhile never mind one can
..
and Bea's outer mind won.
Something i got for myself just today.it was half finished XD
it's barely the 3rd day of school and nearly every teacher is stressing us on how near is N level and something about L1 R4 . Oh joy.
Whats more to add in that this year ART is not as easy that before.
okay bea now u really have to pack your room and do your English hmk
anyway i was like typing this and than the plastic flat end of the lip stud broke
i was like " whut?!!?!?"
needa go buy again na beh
..
and Bea's outer mind won.
Something i got for myself just today.it was half finished XD
it's barely the 3rd day of school and nearly every teacher is stressing us on how near is N level and something about L1 R4 . Oh joy.
Whats more to add in that this year ART is not as easy that before.
okay bea now u really have to pack your room and do your English hmk
anyway i was like typing this and than the plastic flat end of the lip stud broke
i was like " whut?!!?!?"
needa go buy again na beh
School....
2008年01月02日(水) 2時03分
.... is something that i dont look forward to
Well, here's the bad news. i have school tml. it's 1 am now and i need to wake up at 6am which means i have only 5 hours of sleep and i havent finished my homework and i cant bring my ear piece to school .
Here's the good news; I dont really care.
HAHA okay oh well. school is starting tml. why arent you sleeping?
[gets killed by keiyuu ]
Well, here's the bad news. i have school tml. it's 1 am now and i need to wake up at 6am which means i have only 5 hours of sleep and i havent finished my homework and i cant bring my ear piece to school .
Here's the good news; I dont really care.
HAHA okay oh well. school is starting tml. why arent you sleeping?
[gets killed by keiyuu ]
2007 have come to the end...
2008年01月01日(火) 3時50分
....and 2008 is coming to the start.
First of all happy new year to all
and happy birthday to diane
and this only like the 2/4 of the steamboat
the steam boat was surprisingly filling.
i never thought that the previous post is so ... erm.. emotional? no serious. either im really dumb shit as fuck to know it or im still a shut dumb to dont know that
i never knew that willows will delicate a whole long post about it . and i read it at momo's house. wrong timing.
hmm
maybe it's time for me to reply to tags
@ Nigel ;= thanks =
@ Jo ; =i physcoed you to do so anyway if not u also wont go ... =
@ Willows ; i love you too willows. i really hope to see you soon!
@ Faust ; shit lurh i dont know what to reply leh. its like impossible for me to say your welcome right? >3>;;; so erm.. happy new year? [gets killed for real]
than i realized that the previous two post is like so not me.
im not those kind of person who spill my feelings on the net one u knowwww u knnooww!??!?!
do i sound more beatrice now?
First of all happy new year to all
and happy birthday to diane
and this only like the 2/4 of the steamboat
the steam boat was surprisingly filling.
i never thought that the previous post is so ... erm.. emotional? no serious. either im really dumb shit as fuck to know it or im still a shut dumb to dont know that
i never knew that willows will delicate a whole long post about it . and i read it at momo's house. wrong timing.
hmm
maybe it's time for me to reply to tags
@ Nigel ;= thanks =
@ Jo ; =i physcoed you to do so anyway if not u also wont go ... =
@ Willows ; i love you too willows. i really hope to see you soon!
@ Faust ; shit lurh i dont know what to reply leh. its like impossible for me to say your welcome right? >3>;;; so erm.. happy new year? [gets killed for real]
than i realized that the previous two post is like so not me.
im not those kind of person who spill my feelings on the net one u knowwww u knnooww!??!?!
do i sound more beatrice now?
Happy new years eve =]
2007年12月31日(月) 5時10分
and im actually blogging this at 4.11am in the dark
i promised myself that i going to do this so here i go
Rui;
meet her at the ever first gazette outing with a bunch of people who seldom stay contact already. was actually a batsu-er and a n00b in cosplay / jrock scene at that point . Didnt really know much about her at then. just find that she's very very high. i swore that i thought she was an ang morh when i saw her back view. than realized that she is local only that she bleached her hair blonde. she physoced me to go for EOY and there i was, hanging out with her in my first event for the entire day until the night than headded to tampines mall and took Neos with faustine and calyx started cosplaying with her. have good memories and bad memories. had a stay over during chingay and started crashing at her house like nearly every week. than streetfest came. the stress came in. something just wash over me. i dont know what. i really regretted that i dift so fast away from them now that it's done it's never going to be the same again. quarreled with her with shiikureita haru cosplay for like i dont know how many times. she and faustine were the once we taught me about uke and seme i swear i was like " WHAT IS AN UKE?!?!" and they were laughing their ass off. hmm..
Calyx ;
She and rui is like almost together every single day and week, because calyx stays over at Rui's. SHe was the one who always comfort me when i got flamed on my cosplay. she was the one who comfort me on the streetfest where i just broke down crying. but i dont know what happened after streetfest she just mia-ed.
Cammy :
Met her at chingay but i didn't really talk to her during chingay i dont know what happened. i think it was kero who pulled us together for some reasons. we started going out in trios than eventually we are together. realized that she is those kind of person who dont like to show her feelings out , dont know what is going on her mind sometimes. dont feel that she cares outside when she really cares inside her heart. she can be very loud sometimes. always there for me when fucking bengs and lians insults or annoyed me. lets not let the low-lifes disturb this post huh
Kero ;
fellow NEL-er. who starts screaming ang pow ang pow during chingay because i cosplayed Ruki in cockroach. didnt even know that she's in NEL until when i got back and met her on accident than realized that she actually stay very near my tution centre. there's one period of time we started going out alot than she would pick me up after school than hang around all that jazz than well eventually we quarreled again drift apart again blog about her again than cause a shit lo of trouble between the 3 of us.
Faustine ;
meet her at the gazette outing HAHA fellow NEL. seriously the first sentence that she spoke to me was " WHY SO EMO?" at the outing because i basically dont know anyone and it's the first time i went for an outing like this. Being an ass shit poser i wore a black polo tee and red tie than she asked me how old i am i said im 15 she wowed than say" so young wear until like that very good" i LMAOED . didnt really hang around with her alot during the outing. only when we all head home realized she's another NEL-er . told me that she want to learn guitar but her family is like pouring cold water on her. and i was like " GO LEARN LA DONT CARE THEM!" 2 weeks later or so she go learn xD was with her the entire day at EOY too. was really hyper i swore. and during the gazette outing I POSTED A PICTURE OF HER ARSE ROFLOL! i bet she still remembers this. anyway we just clicked right away but there's a period of time we just didnt talk until recently. hmm weird huh! starbucking all that stuffs HUR HUR crazy yaoi fan girl HAHA
Willows;
met her at batsu when i was bumping her thread on her ancafe cosplay team because i was like all" TERUKI NEEDS LOVE ' than bla bla bla she ended up on msn list and we talked the whole night the first time i saw her was on EOY but we were kinda distant to each other so didnt spend much time together on EOY it was really nice talking to her my feelloow stitch lover. was really torn when i found out the news. i never stuffs like this before break down on the spot. cried my ass off with my mum go "whats going on?" i never get to had a good outing with her before i dont know why. she's always there to support my ideas. just like an over hyper kid ha ha i really hate it when everytime that when she's in the down mood i never get to be there for her. she's always there when im feeling down.
Ahbeh ;
haha super peacemaker.very nice to rant too . hate it when he always last min back out . nice to talk to la . i think that if i talk about how i meet guys it's gonna be weird so im not going to say any more about bch
--
this people pretty much change my life. i dont know what im going to do when there's this period of time where i broke down because of the school just felt like committing suicide. i want to thank you all for making my year much better and meaningful one than the previous one which is like hell pretty much my life have been lifeless and boring until i got into this.
thank you all
ありがとう...
i promised myself that i going to do this so here i go
Rui;
meet her at the ever first gazette outing with a bunch of people who seldom stay contact already. was actually a batsu-er and a n00b in cosplay / jrock scene at that point . Didnt really know much about her at then. just find that she's very very high. i swore that i thought she was an ang morh when i saw her back view. than realized that she is local only that she bleached her hair blonde. she physoced me to go for EOY and there i was, hanging out with her in my first event for the entire day until the night than headded to tampines mall and took Neos with faustine and calyx started cosplaying with her. have good memories and bad memories. had a stay over during chingay and started crashing at her house like nearly every week. than streetfest came. the stress came in. something just wash over me. i dont know what. i really regretted that i dift so fast away from them now that it's done it's never going to be the same again. quarreled with her with shiikureita haru cosplay for like i dont know how many times. she and faustine were the once we taught me about uke and seme i swear i was like " WHAT IS AN UKE?!?!" and they were laughing their ass off. hmm..
Calyx ;
She and rui is like almost together every single day and week, because calyx stays over at Rui's. SHe was the one who always comfort me when i got flamed on my cosplay. she was the one who comfort me on the streetfest where i just broke down crying. but i dont know what happened after streetfest she just mia-ed.
Cammy :
Met her at chingay but i didn't really talk to her during chingay i dont know what happened. i think it was kero who pulled us together for some reasons. we started going out in trios than eventually we are together. realized that she is those kind of person who dont like to show her feelings out , dont know what is going on her mind sometimes. dont feel that she cares outside when she really cares inside her heart. she can be very loud sometimes. always there for me when fucking bengs and lians insults or annoyed me. lets not let the low-lifes disturb this post huh
Kero ;
fellow NEL-er. who starts screaming ang pow ang pow during chingay because i cosplayed Ruki in cockroach. didnt even know that she's in NEL until when i got back and met her on accident than realized that she actually stay very near my tution centre. there's one period of time we started going out alot than she would pick me up after school than hang around all that jazz than well eventually we quarreled again drift apart again blog about her again than cause a shit lo of trouble between the 3 of us.
Faustine ;
meet her at the gazette outing HAHA fellow NEL. seriously the first sentence that she spoke to me was " WHY SO EMO?" at the outing because i basically dont know anyone and it's the first time i went for an outing like this. Being an ass shit poser i wore a black polo tee and red tie than she asked me how old i am i said im 15 she wowed than say" so young wear until like that very good" i LMAOED . didnt really hang around with her alot during the outing. only when we all head home realized she's another NEL-er . told me that she want to learn guitar but her family is like pouring cold water on her. and i was like " GO LEARN LA DONT CARE THEM!" 2 weeks later or so she go learn xD was with her the entire day at EOY too. was really hyper i swore. and during the gazette outing I POSTED A PICTURE OF HER ARSE ROFLOL! i bet she still remembers this. anyway we just clicked right away but there's a period of time we just didnt talk until recently. hmm weird huh! starbucking all that stuffs HUR HUR crazy yaoi fan girl HAHA
Willows;
met her at batsu when i was bumping her thread on her ancafe cosplay team because i was like all" TERUKI NEEDS LOVE ' than bla bla bla she ended up on msn list and we talked the whole night the first time i saw her was on EOY but we were kinda distant to each other so didnt spend much time together on EOY it was really nice talking to her my feelloow stitch lover. was really torn when i found out the news. i never stuffs like this before break down on the spot. cried my ass off with my mum go "whats going on?" i never get to had a good outing with her before i dont know why. she's always there to support my ideas. just like an over hyper kid ha ha i really hate it when everytime that when she's in the down mood i never get to be there for her. she's always there when im feeling down.
Ahbeh ;
haha super peacemaker.very nice to rant too . hate it when he always last min back out . nice to talk to la . i think that if i talk about how i meet guys it's gonna be weird so im not going to say any more about bch
--
this people pretty much change my life. i dont know what im going to do when there's this period of time where i broke down because of the school just felt like committing suicide. i want to thank you all for making my year much better and meaningful one than the previous one which is like hell pretty much my life have been lifeless and boring until i got into this.
thank you all
ありがとう...
thoughts
2007年12月30日(日) 13時25分
i was stalking on blogs. I realized that most of them have thoughts and they just pour them on the blog. But why cant i do it again?
i dont know. basically my blog is filled with worries and what i did today and all that kind of thing.
Some people have their group of friends who click alot. their one clique, but some how i felt that i dont fit into mine. i dont know why i just felt like it.
They click like 24/7 they can like spam on one and other's tag board like no body business. but i dont know i dont think that i really fit into mine on occasions, Sometimes i felt that maybe we should not meet up alot than the next time we meet each other it would be funner. but this is not the case. I dont know i felt very distant from them. and i say, beatrice is a jealous prick. No really. i get jealous very easily when it come to friends.
every single time i put on a happy face like nothing had happened, i dont really want to go on like this. but i fear that next time i just show my real emotions, they will go " oh beatrice so xxxxxxxx" all that kind of thing. it's sucks when i'm disappointed on something and i dont like to talk about it and people who im disappointed in ask me what is going on
No point. bet that no one is reading this either huh.
yes im disappointed yesterday
yes im disappointed on the 20th
and fuck yes im disappointed on E.O.Y
a huge one
i dont know. basically my blog is filled with worries and what i did today and all that kind of thing.
Some people have their group of friends who click alot. their one clique, but some how i felt that i dont fit into mine. i dont know why i just felt like it.
They click like 24/7 they can like spam on one and other's tag board like no body business. but i dont know i dont think that i really fit into mine on occasions, Sometimes i felt that maybe we should not meet up alot than the next time we meet each other it would be funner. but this is not the case. I dont know i felt very distant from them. and i say, beatrice is a jealous prick. No really. i get jealous very easily when it come to friends.
every single time i put on a happy face like nothing had happened, i dont really want to go on like this. but i fear that next time i just show my real emotions, they will go " oh beatrice so xxxxxxxx" all that kind of thing. it's sucks when i'm disappointed on something and i dont like to talk about it and people who im disappointed in ask me what is going on
No point. bet that no one is reading this either huh.
yes im disappointed yesterday
yes im disappointed on the 20th
and fuck yes im disappointed on E.O.Y
a huge one
Project BreakOut!~
2007年12月30日(日) 3時23分
A trip down the Project breakout
Had to say this is the first im in this. jrock gig paid thingum. ah well
Serene was there too [random]
Jo was there [even more random]
I have pictures BUT im too lazy to get my hands to the cable and my phone and plug them in because im really half dead and i had to update this because i have the urge to do so.
Well, anyway During the even shit lot of things happened.
Some good stuffs some bad stuffs
Beh chee Hou ended up not comingthat ass
Found out that during the even Mr larry lee is my form teacher for like 3 days later Oh the GREAT HORROR .
Bea prepare to have hell next year
and a shit lot of sucks up to the stupid teacher who threatens to call my parents [who i might say already know bout the lip piercing] about the lip piercing during the holidays.
However i have a free entry down the gig HUR HUR HUR now this is something i cannot further explain.
Bad thing is I havent complete all of my homework. not even one Of furckagk
and i did another spreeing in sgcafe
.. again
this is bad right?
Tml. Bmc outing go eat. as expected LOL.
i scared i screw up ruki.. again
To be honest. I cosfucked for like what. 3 times in a row?
I cosfucked cockroach [that's for sure]
I cosfucked shiikureta haru [ wig + pants ]
I cosfucked teruki [ wig]
WHUTS NEXT?! WHY DO I KEEP COSFUCKING AND WHILE OTHER PPL CAN COSPLAY UNTIL SO BEAUTIFULLY AND BISHIENESS
whut the hell is happeningg?!?!!
hmm maybe i should try haruhi in Ouran .
okay it's tempting me now.
SHIT
how?
お...
お....
お
おうらんだ!!!!!!!!!!!
was stalking blogs
i swore i went " o-O " at all of them
come think to about it i realized i went to alot of gigs with free entry. hmm..
well another new school year is starting. let's buck up for our N level and kick larry lee down the stairs.
Had to say this is the first im in this. jrock gig paid thingum. ah well
Serene was there too [random]
Jo was there [even more random]
I have pictures BUT im too lazy to get my hands to the cable and my phone and plug them in because im really half dead and i had to update this because i have the urge to do so.
Well, anyway During the even shit lot of things happened.
Some good stuffs some bad stuffs
Beh chee Hou ended up not coming
Found out that during the even Mr larry lee is my form teacher for like 3 days later Oh the GREAT HORROR .
Bea prepare to have hell next year
and a shit lot of sucks up to the stupid teacher who threatens to call my parents [who i might say already know bout the lip piercing] about the lip piercing during the holidays.
However i have a free entry down the gig HUR HUR HUR now this is something i cannot further explain.
Bad thing is I havent complete all of my homework. not even one Of furckagk
and i did another spreeing in sgcafe
.. again
this is bad right?
Tml. Bmc outing go eat. as expected LOL.
i scared i screw up ruki.. again
To be honest. I cosfucked for like what. 3 times in a row?
I cosfucked cockroach [that's for sure]
I cosfucked shiikureta haru [ wig + pants ]
I cosfucked teruki [ wig]
WHUTS NEXT?! WHY DO I KEEP COSFUCKING AND WHILE OTHER PPL CAN COSPLAY UNTIL SO BEAUTIFULLY AND BISHIENESS
whut the hell is happeningg?!?!!
hmm maybe i should try haruhi in Ouran .
okay it's tempting me now.
SHIT
how?
お...
お....
お
おうらんだ!!!!!!!!!!!
was stalking blogs
i swore i went " o-O " at all of them
come think to about it i realized i went to alot of gigs with free entry. hmm..
well another new school year is starting. let's buck up for our N level and kick larry lee down the stairs.
Art Flashback
2007年12月27日(木) 17時41分
So i was doing my art [and still doing] and i asked something.
♥Solitude ; I love Dictionary.com said:
the worst thing is
♥Solitude ; I love Dictionary.com said:
he just said" REMEMBER TO DO YOUR ART AH. AND BUY THE BOARD AHH"
♥Solitude ; I love Dictionary.com said:
-end of story-
------- said:
mr teo ah ?
♥Solitude ; I love Dictionary.com said:
yup
------- said:
HAHA
♥Solitude ; I love Dictionary.com said:
oh and "MUST PASS UP THE NEXT LESSON WHEN SCHOOL REOPEN UH"
than i realized i have a flash back
Mr teo : [in chinese] remember to do you art ah. and put on the board ah! pass up when u comeback to school ah!
Class : ..........
you can totally imagine the crow just fly pass
okay that entertained me.
...
where did my scissors went too?.
...
okay i found it.
♥Solitude ; I love Dictionary.com said:
the worst thing is
♥Solitude ; I love Dictionary.com said:
he just said" REMEMBER TO DO YOUR ART AH. AND BUY THE BOARD AHH"
♥Solitude ; I love Dictionary.com said:
-end of story-
------- said:
mr teo ah ?
♥Solitude ; I love Dictionary.com said:
yup
------- said:
HAHA
♥Solitude ; I love Dictionary.com said:
oh and "MUST PASS UP THE NEXT LESSON WHEN SCHOOL REOPEN UH"
than i realized i have a flash back
Mr teo : [in chinese] remember to do you art ah. and put on the board ah! pass up when u comeback to school ah!
Class : ..........
you can totally imagine the crow just fly pass
okay that entertained me.
...
where did my scissors went too?.
...
okay i found it.
27/12/2007
2007年12月27日(木) 15時21分
Oh god damn it.
Beatrice. You better start finishing your art and your other homework or else you would die when school reopen.
Finally got my IC done yesterday
It was the horror!
I waited like 3 Hours for the god damn Que, luckily i have my NDS and i DS-ed for lke 3 god damn freaking Hour
well. Here's the baddd new. I LOST THE STUPID MARIO LOOKING. RETARDED SHIT CHARM THINGUM ON THE STYLER D=
D=
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Well. bea time for you to pack the stupid table and bed and room and start doing your art.
Or maybe you can do your art before you pack the room [which seems to be like forever]
Come to think about it. Chinese new year coming
OH SHIT THE HORROR
the only thing that i look forward to is that i can buy new clothes. that all =-=
okay seriously. bea. Stop roaming around the net GOD DAMN IT =-=
anyway, that time i when i catched Alvin and the chimpunks @ erhm cathay? during .. 20th i guess. i think anyway
i saw shi jun =-= what a coincidental. Basically i think that's all
what i was really thinking today at the car, i was thinking maybe we can have a BBQ on the 31st! But it's kinda.... hmm whut's the word? Lazy LOL because it's like chalet for all again.
Tml Project break out HUR HUR HUR HUR HUR HUR .
I wonder if it's fun or not.
xmas,,
2007年12月25日(火) 23時57分
well. the sad news is i didnt get a new ipod this year T-T
annyway, i got a few stuffs that i just bought recently, my brother bought me a ear piece which i just bought it like .. a week ago? than he also got me NDS skin. .. hmm
my Mum bought me a belt. it was kinda disappointing though gotta admit. cuz it's really not my style
my dad bought me a speaker. Luckly he didnt got teh ugly looking one =3=
ah well.
merry xmas to all!@~
annyway, i got a few stuffs that i just bought recently, my brother bought me a ear piece which i just bought it like .. a week ago? than he also got me NDS skin. .. hmm
my Mum bought me a belt. it was kinda disappointing though gotta admit. cuz it's really not my style
my dad bought me a speaker. Luckly he didnt got teh ugly looking one =3=
ah well.
merry xmas to all!@~
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