Happy New Year!

may this new year bring you endless happiness and joy.
I hope all of your new year started out much better than mine, i.e. without coughs, fever, sore throat, runny nose and mosquitos.
yes, we still have mosquitos. and all i can say about them is that they can either go freeze

in the arctic or burn

in hell, which ever they prefer. i prefer the "burn in hell", so that there's no defrosting option or Jurassic Park possibilities.
I'm down to only 2 weeks of Taiwan now, and I can't wait to get out of here. In no means do i dislike Taiwan ... this place grows on you, and you learn to like it (if you didn't to start with), but after more than a year of not seeing your friends, not being able to eat what you want, go where you want, do what you want ... stress does build up.
Stress like "i want to hug," "i want to drive," "i want to go eat an egg bagel BLT with avocado from Bagel Me!," "I want to go buy clothes that aren't screaming: I'm a princess, I'm so cute, I need to be pampered," "I don't want to be asked where i'm from, or if i'm an ABC," you know, small things like that. I just want to go home, where i can be me. like katherine from the civil engineering department said "I just want to go back to being normal"
and I agree.
unfortunately, i don't get to go home to california.
I get to go to japan.
why, you ask? becasue my grandmother just had surgery for cancer, and my grandfather's one year memorial is coming up. it's nothing like home, but i need to be somewhere where i don't feel like a lost sheep.
hear me baa.