私の人生ー心のそこから

お久しぶりこのブログは話したことがない。何も面白い事伝えてあるので、でも私は皆に写真を見せてほしいです。この写真はシンジャポルとりました，それで、場所は”WHEELOCK"といった。



クモのウェブが同じだよ？私はそだろと思うった。

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夏じゃない！！住んでいるそこから毎日ほとんど雨がふりだった。雨がふりだったら、ところどころ交通渋滞になります。それではジャカルタに生きる中です。ほんとうに雨がふりと交通儒には何が関係ある？全然分からない。多分、人々早く家に戻って、洗濯服助けて出来るってと思う（笑）おかしいな。

Btw, I've found this rather surprising..I took this picture in Shinjuku area couple of months back And..this afternoon I found a site of a good photographer (unknown to me of course) who took the same exact place ..
visit his site:

http://injapan.smaku.com/gallery/index.htm

The difference is that I took my pic in a slight different angle than his since I believe that he was using a wider angle lense than mine...(and I took that pic during winter in a rather gloomy afternoon.XD) Anyway, that's creepy to me..lol :P Do check out his site, it's full of wonderful photos. Damn..I love these emos.. :P

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Ok, I'm particulary irritated with that friendster blog. Can I not get any notification of any blog update? It's annoying! Do I sound like a bitter bitch? I keep on getting some random annoying messages too. I'm not an attention seeker whore for one, perhaps that's why I don't think I can fit in with this whole friendster system. I ignore random messages and I don't really reply to people there. I sounded so sucks...yeah you can call me a bitter bitch! I also don't just add people randomly who request to be added just because they like your picture?!! 全然分からない。

Btw, I watched fantastic four last week and I guess I do have to admit that Chris Evans is cute.

ほら！！見て下さい。。彼はすごくセクシ男だ！



And of course another one...one sexy british dude...also in Fantastic four..IOAN GRUFFUDD (I noticed him first in King Arthur XD)



Jeez, I'm done now. I think I should ramble about Japanese hunks more later hahahaa..to get rid off my annoyance with Friendster.

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I went to Singapore Last week for business trip but that doesn't mean that I didn't take any pictures. As usual, what interest me the most is the BUILDING. I'm just going to post one picture. Anyway, I was just using my 2.1 megapixels camera (Kodak Easy Share..another one that my father gaveme, he's very generous..lol). So that building was the opposite of my office building in Singapore. Lately , I've been jumping around from Jkt-Singapore. I might go to Singapore again this month for the second time.

疲れただから、何も面白い言葉書ってしますた。ね、写真を見ながら　どう？私はアマチュア写真家です！！！but I'm still amazed with Kodak. It's only 2 megapixel but it can give you a clear picture and great colours too. すばらしのカメラです！

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Why do I call my entry to be a cosmic thought? that's because I think life in this world is full of cosmic debris. But not all cosmic debris are bad some of them can be very insightful for your life. To be wise in this world is to learn from things that surround you, bad or good. Do you think that knowing the bad and then you become bad? In my opinion, when you know things are bad you should evaluate and from then on you know why it's bad and why you ought not to do it. I always think that those people who knows only the good one are not complete. Perhaps they're a fool or perhaps they just choose not to know.

I think I've done some cosmic journey in my life to actually lead me to a point where I become slightly complete as a human living in this world. However, there are some pieces of puzzles that need to be inserted in my brain. What am I ranting on here anyway? LoL.

人間は複雑なです。人間は心と空しいの体が作ったんだろうと思うします。空しい　維持させられません　なら、倒れって　かんたんへ傾向がある。くだらない事　始まるのは全然分からない。たくさんに考えって見ただろう？最近何も話し伝えてである。私の人生はただつまらないんです。人生は「永遠の流線型　ホライゾン」といった。何も興奮である。ブンジ　ジュンピングがしってことがありませんで、高いのところから落ちって時どうやって感じである？LoL.ちょっと待ってね。。I don't have any intention to commit suicide because saying those words,LMAO. . Alright, perhaps I should just take a break today and I hope I can write more meaningful entry next time. Jeez..I'm so full of crap. XD

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今朝は気持ちが悪い。今晩　夢を見た何？珍しい気分な起きるって時、特に体が全部がいたい。本当に夢を見ていった、全是忘れらなかったんです。会社着くいて、眠い気分なと思う。I feel bad that I didn't even greet back to the security guard that actually tried to be friendly by greeting me this morning. I just feel like walking by without even giving a smile、もう笑ってない。顔で説明しってあれば、全く怖いんです。今日は私の名前はボ二タじゃありませんで、怖いな女とお申します。（笑）。

Right, I'm tired to speak in Japanese, it's really drenching my brain and I am not used to it. So I'm back with English again. Anyhow, whatelse happened at least yesterday. Oh yeah my two cousin from America and Australia will be here. I am pretty excited to see them and I bet I can bitch around endlessly. うれぴいいいい！！！LoL.
I really need to buy another lenses for my good ol' amateur friendly camera.. I've been using this camera for a year and it was given by my father.

But wouldn't it be nice if I have lense with wider angle...hee hehe. Btw, that's not a digital camera, it's the good ol' analog camera. Yeah, I still worship the conservative camera where you have to develop your picture. I'm trying to practice to use digital and analog camera just to satisfy my liking in photography (i'm still an amateur and it would take years to take me to the level of professional one..I wonder when I will reach that level.)Anyhow..this is a picture of Tokyo Metropolitan Government that I took couple of months ago using that camera.

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I have no idea why I am more comfortable of blogging here. It's so remote, unknown to most of people that I know that I don't feel like hiding anything in my head. I think I have to admit that I am an official blog whore because I have more than just one blog. This one is the third one. I'm addicted to opening up blogs. I still have no particular idea of what kind of blog this would be.

Anyhow aside for publically declared that I am a blogwhore,I would like to comment on something. It's about a statement made by someone I know. This person said that no anger or hatred has ever invaded her head. I especially do not believe that statement at all. What is she? An Angel falling from heaven to save human kind? Please spare me a dime. You said that in the public so everyone knows how you are so pure and lovable. Why did you have to do that? 。腹を立てているわけではない．これは本当に純粋な疑問なのだ。本当にあなたはその言葉を話していけないんですか。Woah, I just slip some Japanese words, maybe I am really pissed. Don't worry those are not rude Japanese words.
Hmm, oh well, I better save my energy not to ramble about this person too much. Sorry, i don't want to make a hall of fame or this person..lol.

Ok, Short entry, I will blog some more later :P Cheerio!!!

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I still don't feel like blogging in Japanese. This is definitely ironic. I blog in Japanese with my other blog though I do that sometimes now but still I slip some of Japanese words while this one particular blog, I just randomly saying stuff in full English.

Do you know that I'm always awkward with babies? I don't hate them either but babies just make me awkward. Not that I don't want to have children someday (jeez..find a husband first) but it's just that babies make me a bit awkward. My friends said that I have this baby magnet thing in me. I have no idea why, maybe they were right because usually when a baby sees me they instantly like me? Unbelievable. This is just a miracle given by God I guess. I am not good in taking care babies more like i got irritated whenever they cry endlessly ok, not just babies but those toddlers and little children shrieking and screaming like there's no tomorrow.

Here's an example of my awkwardness with babies..



Hehehee..Do I look like some kind of clueless woman? Btw those babies are not mind they're just props..not I'm joking those are Sasha and Russell whom are my friends' babies and definitely not mine. They are cute aren't they? The picture was taken while I was vacationing in Bali with my friends.

Ok..this is me with friends in BALI.. :P I went there two months ago so I thought I posted here hehehe..



Hmm...I'm still not over Christian Bale! he's still HOT look at his smile Of course there's always a room to ramble about him here. After all my first entry was about him anyway... hehehee..

Ok, it's a wrap for today..adios!

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This is my first entry and I've no idea what I'm going to write about. I got other blogs already so this place supposed to be something else?. But I think I will ramble about Christian Bale for my first entry whom I adore since he was 14 years old.

Perhaps not many people know about him before "Batman Begins". He is got to be one of the hottest actors I've ever known. Should I just make this blog rambling about Hollywood star that I like. This is so ironic. I got other blog adoring Japanese actors and singers while this Japanese blog will be endorsing more of Hollywood actors.

Last night, I re-watched "Equilibrium a movie of somewhat "matrix" like but different kind of theme. Bale stars as "John Preston" where he lived in a world where humans are not allowed to have feelings or more likely to say humans are not allowed to be human. He played as a cop capturing those 'sense offender'. That means human are not allowed to feel or to do anything that triggers emotion. I have no doubt on his acting ability. Yeah, aside from that he's totally gorgeous and played the role so well that I am so convinced that no one could ever play that role except him. He always does that. Look at Batman Begins. No one could ever play the perfect Batman except him. So, bless Christian for being given great talent in acting.

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