an english teaching assistant studying engineering 

May 17 [Sun], 2009, 0:59
if i was the principal, suddenly realize that the Eng TA is a engineering student, i must be shocked.

In the educational field, every staff should be professional. A maths teacher is supposed to be graduated from the MA degree. A PE teacher should hold a relevant cerificate in sports. How come an engineering student can be an ENG TA?!

I don't know how Ms Lee think about this. Maybe she though I can get a BA ENG degree after all when she decided to hire me (but it's not the truth -_- I can't ger one) But i am really ashame of studying engineering. i'm not qualified to do this job and i am over-protected and spoit by Ms Lee. I do think she liked me a lot when i was still a secondary schoool student. But now? I'm not sure.

Maybe she is embarrassed to fire me. But it seems that i am so 'thick face' to stay in King Ling..especially when i told the principal i am studying engineering= =

FUCK

i want to change my life!
but HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

你還記得這裡嗎? 

August 23 [Thu], 2007, 2:00
今天我在準備24號送給妳的一份禮物
翻看我的日記本
我在很久以前就提過了這個blog
是我的私blog

沒錯
真的是我的私blog
我想妳一次也沒有過來

這幾天來
我感覺到我們之間有一點變化
其實也不是一點la..
應該是很多才對

妳今天整天都沒有打給我
幾天來也沒有主動send msg給我
我們的對話也好像只限於攪笑之類的

我感到好不安

我已經對自己惡劣的行為感到後悔

但這樣我才了解我真的在乎妳
妳可能在想
如果真的在乎我,就不要看我的msg好了
但我看完之後第一個感覺就是
我很害怕失去妳

真的很怕


如果有一天我們真的要分開
我想
都是我自己招來的

graduation dinner 

June 21 [Thu], 2007, 2:07
there are some problems with xanga site
don't know why i can't login to my own xanga site

so i go here

tonight is our grad din.
i was just... so pretensious
but so do them (i mean my friends....)
we said that we did't have $$$ to buy high-heel dress
or any cosmetics
we also said we would dress casually

but what i've done these day were buying cosmetics
(in fact, i stole them...they would cost me $150 in total)
practicing how to make up, buying dress....
WOW.........
i don't act what i said

not so bad tonight
as i 've brought 3 prizes back!!!!!
one is a towel and slippers set, one is a key holder
the other one is a clip
but i was a total fool in the restuarant, dancing like a .....gosh
how come it was me....

the examination is over 

May 03 [Thu], 2007, 18:19
thoughtout this 2 years (which is only half and a year indeed)
i can only describle myself working as slaves (i've exaggerated ofcouse!)
years passes quickly
it seems that i has been a F.7 students for few weeks only
i can remember the day since i was accepted to promote to F.6...

it was a weekday.
i was so frightened on the day before result announcement.
i told my sister that i may not be able to get the minimum points for a F6 place
but my sister (the elder for sure) assured me that i must be able to do so.

no doubt i did't woory about whether i can continue my study in KLC, but what i really care about was my result....
it can't be too bad....
i was not aim at getting many As
at least, however, i longed for an A. only one is enough.

this happen again in my alevel
to be honest
except biology
i didn't do well
especially at CLC and CHEM
i don't want to waste time to tell you how bad i did here
the only thing i wish to share with you is the new marking system in Section E

this year, we are told that the sponsorship letter ' should be written in no more that 500 words" some candidates overlooked this point, while some wrote over 500 words deliberately in order to get all the content points in the expense of 2 bonus marks of word limit. thanks god. i didn't have such bad intention during the exam.

i truely hope that i can get everything i deserve.

My expected result:
the worst:
CLC: E
UE: D
BIO: C
CHEM: E

THE BEST:
CLC: D
UE: C
BIO: A
CHEM: D

after 2 months on 29th june
the exact result will be announced.

有了bb點算好 

March 09 [Fri], 2007, 0:43
今次用中交打的原因, 係.....因為...
十分大件事
我又有左bb啦.....
唉, 怪自己啦...
而家就真係慘啦
家計會又可能唔俾我係個度落bb
私家的又很貴
最重要係,,,,
我真係好驚,好驚第時會冇得生bb
已經係第2次啦
仲要係一年都無呀
今日個醫生講得對的.....
唔係咁樣做人媽咪架....
好不負責任
好唔成熟
好自私
但係我真係未有準備去迎接呢個新生命
如果...第時真係冇得生bb我話
我只好怪自己
真係的.....這是我一手造成的

all mock exmas are over 

March 03 [Sat], 2007, 14:05
CHEMISTRY is the only subject that i did really bad in school mock exam...
i really don't know how to do!!!!!
even the simplest question asking about first ionization enthalpy!!!!!!!!
danmmit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, when i finished the paper yesterday
i though of not going to joseph's class
but imerge myself in CHEMISTRY!!!!!!
haha... stupid me
fortunataly, i at last went to prince edward and attended the class
joseph asked me to enroll in ITELS in this summer
yea, i 've though of this before
but when i noticed high "unacceptable" the fee is
i gave up this idea
what's more,
even though i can get 6 marks in ITLES
it seems menglingless because at that time i will probaly be accepted by
CITY U/ POLYU HAHA

I HAVE TO BE A TRABSLATION STUDENT!!!!!!

and i want to learn Janpanese as well....

oral examination 

March 01 [Thu], 2007, 17:15
the social changes in china....
what a vexed question!!!!
i'm not a LS student!!!!!!!!!!how come i can come up with relavent ideas???
HAHA
but it is a part of eng exam!!
i must do my best!!!!
advanced technology!!!!it is a very good idea~!!!!isn't it?????
yet..... i foget the name of CHAN YEK HEI...
i said""the star of son"".....god...i should be the son of star!!!!!!!!!!

bio mock test.....and sth shocking happened... 

March 01 [Thu], 2007, 0:48
i've done quite well in this bio mock test, i guess
but it seems that other bio students were doing the same thing
they all said that this paper was quite easy

i though that the mock paper was rubbish
but it is actually well-designed and worth spending time doing

yet, the nightmare is sonn coming,,,,chemistry
i have to admire that i have done any revision on chimstry these day,,,
(it should be ..... these weeks/.....)
but i have to at least get a CCCCCCCCCC in AL....
i don't like feeling inscure.........
i still don't have enough confident in myself,,,getting UNI
shit.....

have to do revision now...so a bit sleepy

kiki(my younger sister told me that she want to buy iPhone
which cost $4000...!!!! GOSH
how come she has so much money!!!!!
but!!!! lucky me! i got her mobile phone!!!
my old one is very old and yesterday it switvh off automatically!!!!
no response to any pressing and my convesation can only last for 1 min...

CUHK 

February 27 [Tue], 2007, 13:13
haha that resemble the one jis bought yesterday night
tiny little red car

oh i just can't help updating this blog
as i deem it a way to practice my informal written English
i first though to write more formal
but lacked the motivation to spend so much time on it
so i give it up

yet informal English is english right?
we can't always speak like a business man or a reporter, can we?

there is only myself at home
so free now

i have to stop here now
(((a meaningless entry....haha))

one more thing
i've checked the admisstion figure of english (CUHK) again
and done some research
the mean score is 3.0793 and 3.1293
in other words
i have to score at east CDBC(2.904)
CDBB(3.07) CCBB (3.237) for enrolling in this course

ai...... it is so hard for me to achieve

maybe i should aim at the one offered by POLYU or CITYU
both are OK
and i may get the scholarship with the ONLY ABOVE AVERAGE SCORE
haha.....

POLYU or CITYU???
i refer CITYU translation cause MS LEE was graudated from it
and joseph once talked about this programme as well

but i STRONGLY feel that jis likes POLYU more...

but i can't make decision basing on his preference!!!!
i can't be so vulnerable to him in this aspect
as IT IS MY OWN FURTURE

a breathtaking 23-year-old man 

February 26 [Mon], 2007, 10:08
i tell you what
yesterday when i was asking questions via Yahoo! "knowledge" ,
i discover a blog talking about learning english.

i thought the writer was a sophisticated english teacher
but he is actually a 23-year old student!!!!!!!! a student studying law!!!!
what a breathtaking man!!!!!!

i was first impressed by his passion about teaching English
as he gave sound advice to a girl who is poor at Eng
and wrote a long long passage to her in the Yahoo knowledge

well you see
how many people here have such kind of enthsiasm about answering people questions?

he even made some video to teach us english
in the field of written and spoken Eng

he is anothe person i admire, besides ms lee and joseph li
he ignite myt heart to learn Eng
and he is the one who drives me to this blog again

he solidifies my inclination to study English in uni

as i've told you before
i am crazy about Eng
and i really want to write and speak the same as a British
Yet, i did consider giving up this idea of majoring in Eng
as... you know... English is too general and it might not be very useful when seeking job.
oh what do I mean???
commanding good eng may make you have a advantage when finding job.
sadly, you don't have any professional skills
otheres are studying the skills of being pubic relations and advertisment
and you?
you still stuck in Eng

that's wht i sincerely worry about.