abracadabra 

November 12 [Sat], 2011, 2:02
If I were a witch,

I'll cast a spell..

to make me forget

all the unpleasant memories,





so that they can never come back
to haunt me, even for a while.

I hate u - ISSA x Soulja + ROLA 

November 11 [Fri], 2011, 21:37


[Japanese lyrics]

泣きたくて、泣けなくて
叫びたい声 必死にこらえ
苦しくて マジいたくて
この胸から えぐりとれるならば
いっそ てめぇへの
思いを消しさりたいけど
どうして写真のように
焼き捨てられないんだろう。。。

Girlマジで今さら意味わからねぇよ、何考えてんだよ
俺とお前つき合いだして、もう遊びのレベルこえてんだろう?
俺の家の鍵もわたしていた、俺の親にも顔を会わせていた
二人冗談まじり “いつかね”のガキん名前も決めたり
してたのに 夜家に帰れば君の
声がして、一人じゃなくて
声を上げて、知らない名前

殴りたくて、できなくて
叫びたい声 必死にこらえ
苦しくて マジいたくて
この胸から えぐりとれるならば
いっそ てめぇへの
思いを消しさりたいけど
どうして写真のように
焼き捨てられないんだろう。。。

hey wait i dont think i understand i mean...
i said wait i dont think you understandマジ
いつ なぜ どこで? ウソだありえねぇ
顔すら見たくねぇget da fuck up out my face
after all that we've been through you dont threw it all away
もう二度と戻れはしねぇ
思い出も その嘘泣きも
作り笑いも 全部ウソだろう
so fuck you very much although i wish it wasn't so,
無駄に過ごした時間ありがとよ
思い出 そんなのいらねぇ
今はただ 二度と 君を girl

許せなくてbut好きすぎて
叫びたい声 必死にこらえ
苦しくて マジいたくて
この胸から えぐりとれるならば
いっそ てめぇへの
思いを消しさりたいけど
二度と君のことを

都合がいい時しか
you never hold me close
なのに どうして 私のことが好きだと言えるの
I don't understand it baby
おたがいさまなのに
why do you hurt me?

今更何を言われても 全てが壊れた
get da fuck away

泣きたくて、泣けなくて
叫びたい声 必死にこらえ
苦しくて マジいたくて
この胸から えぐりとれるならば
いっそ あなたへの
思いを消しさりたいけど
どうして写真のように
焼き捨てられないんだろう。。。

i love u
i hate u
i love u
i hate u


Credits: jpopasia

This is a UVERworld fangirl posting *yet again* 

November 11 [Fri], 2011, 21:18



TAKUYA is

I love it when singers collaborate on stage!

And I LOVE it how Takuya makes his entry.
Beatbox!


And I love it when UVERworld all came out!!!

And Im SHOCKED at the kiss at the end. LOL omgggggg.
I know Takuya is a pretty boy but he should resist!
Hahahahha.

Ahhhhhh when will i ever have the chance to see
them live in concert!






Recently I'm watching/listening to too much Kpop.
Hahahaha. But each time I "cheat" and wander off
the track to other music, UVERworld never fails to
draw me back again. <3

*hurriedly changes phone's wallpaper to Takuya {キューピット}*


Though i hope they have a new album coming up!
Their music always have a surprise element in them.





I'm re-reading Dengeki DAISY!!!! WOO-HOO!
I want a Daisy in my life too! *daydreams*

ひみつ 

October 31 [Mon], 2011, 22:07




失われました…

Happy Wedding 

October 09 [Sun], 2011, 16:29



Happily Ever After :)

Manga 

October 01 [Sat], 2011, 23:25
Okay i went back to read Strobe Edge again,
which is a bad choice cause i stayed up reading it.

Ren-kun <3!!!!

Super love this manga.

For the artwork, the plot, the emotions.

I wonder if the mangaka (Sakisaka Io) went through alot.
To have so much meaningful insights into relationships
and friendships..

Each time i read the manga, it makes me tear at
the same exact page.

I think the most significant chapter will still be
the one where Ren and Mayuka ends their relationship.

I guess its just how the mangaka builds up the emotions
and feelings till that exact moment.

I teared not when Mayuka raised the break up,
but when Ren himself shed a tear.

It's the way she drew out the scene.
and I find myself trying to understand how he felt
at that point of time, having put in effort by
accomodating his time to her work schedule,
doing parttime jobs so that he could bring her out,
always being there for her.

But Mayuka is right in that both of them were
just making effort to keep the promise they made
when they were young (which is to be together).
They were not making effort for the sake of themselves,
it was just for the sake of the promise.

Then it becomes meaningless..

And I like the part when Mayuka said that she
always worries that Ren will spread wings and
leave her one day. And at the last moment where
they bid goodbye, Ren imagines seeing her with
the wings. To him, she's the one who's leaving
because she no longer wants to be dependent
on him.

It's incredible that as a reader, I don't rejoice at
seeing Ren and Mayuka's breakup.
Logically I should be glad cause I want Ren to be
together with Ninako (the main lead).

Then again I always hoped that Ninako will
accept Andou!
haha oh well that usual painful one-sided love.
(It's so prominent in this manga with Ninako liking
Ren, and Andou liking Ninako).


I'm still halfway through the manga,
but i foresee i'll cry again for Andou.





Gaaaaaaaaaaah i really wanna learn how to
draw manga.



I need to get my life more organised.