i wanna be 

February 15 [Fri], 2008, 16:54
i wanna be
i wanna be a boy

i wanna be
i wanna be a stronger

i wanna be


always i feel a loneliness
it is not bad for me but sometimes i wanna be with someone
because i am weeker

oh~

why am i crying?
nobady knows

i wonder i wonder i am here

i wanna be
i wanna be free

just it

いたいよ 

January 16 [Wed], 2008, 14:30
いたい。いたい。いたい。いたいよ。
心が引きちぎられそう。
すべてがわからない。

ただ心が叫んでる。いたすぎる。
涙が出ない。
いたいよ。

自分を見失った。
人を傷つけた。

なにも残ってない。

すべてが嘘にしか見えなくなった。
いたい。いたいよ。

つらい。助けてほしい。
なのに、誰にも言えない。

いたい。

high school musical 

October 09 [Tue], 2007, 4:59
my host sisters loves "high school musical"
they are dancing everyday with music of high school musical
very powerful, cute, pretty
i am cameramen
because they are actorhahaha
so my role is to video them with my camera

by the way, i cannot finish my assignment.
what should i do?
i cannot understand
i cannot answer the questions.
damn it!!
i cannot do anymore

five six seven eight nananananana♪
nanannananan♪


damn it 

September 28 [Fri], 2007, 14:21
my cramps are killing me(;;)
ache....ache....it does not stop for me
large amounts of blood is running now
i hate this term
i wanna be a boy because the boy has no cramps><
any this pain is like killing me
ha~no~no~
i wish my cramps will finish early

these days i feel everythig around me is like moving high speed
so i.......i do not know everythig
why?
i do not know because i am confused by me? in climate? you?whatever
now i am afraid of something
my mind is very weak
i should strong right?
study speak write watch listen more and more
i have to need doing that

i was tired about human relationships

the bear appeared 

September 27 [Thu], 2007, 15:22
yesterday the bear appeared in the park near my house
when i was in house i heard children's voice "hey!!ja;gjaoghaohg"
we who are i and dad and friend dushed to there
and we saw the bear which is a lit bit smoll but it seems like an adult
it walked very slowly and ate something
it was very cute^^
the small black bear
i wanna see again and i wanna take photos
hahaha

and yesterday rachel and 7 came my house to eat supper with us
so we spent very happy time
good supper and good person
it was so good day
because i could make friend

i wish i could talk more and more with other people
anyway i am so happy

tomorrow i have two classes which are microeconomics and english 170
i will do my best^^

cry bitterly with grief 

September 20 [Thu], 2007, 10:52
too weak, I am!!!
i am easily moved to tears
why cannot i ignore her words?

F/R/I/E/N/D/S 

September 13 [Thu], 2007, 14:51
it is a drama which is drawn daily of 3 men and 3 women
they are so crazy and nice guys hahaha
and it is a populer during lots of people because of so funny story

i love it
every time i llaugh i cannot stop it
i adore the drama~

tip-top drama(・ω・)♪

i found!! 

September 11 [Tue], 2007, 3:09
around my house there is a shop.
about 30 minutes on foot.
not close my house but i can go on foot
happy~happy~

it is like a convenience store.so there are lots of stuffs

well i try to ask my father "can i do a waste of money?"wwww
lala~♪

i dont mind....... 

September 10 [Mon], 2007, 8:31
denriner which is the train of time , the way to go is past or future whatever....
this movies are so heavy i cannot watch
not youtube not nikoniko not......fuck!!!!!!!!!!!

i half a mind to give up and watch some dvds again....

but i am bored(._.)....
i want some kinds of interesting things.
i know i should study~

i wish someone would add movies on youtube or nikoniko....
manatu no utage.....

i miss alice nine(・ω・)♪rai

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan(._.)..

8.september .2007 in canada 

September 09 [Sun], 2007, 14:04
how do i handle this........(。_。)
it is a big problem for me.

maybe i know what i want to do
but i cannot come down it.
i am a terrible coward.......i am disgusted with myself.

can i blaze lots of assignments?
can i keep up a class?
can i...........oh my god!

i want to talk about it someone
but i connot find at someone
i mean i cannot talk with my friends it.
why not?i don't know hehehe

i am so stupid?
well i want to run away this issue.
but i can't. i know~♪

anyway i will be thinking more and more
and i will find some solutions
and i will decide my own self

it is the best for me.
ok i do i can i just have to do it!!!!!!!!!
because now is a chance to chenge at me.
i wish.......
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