Dear Masami 

October 01 [Mon], 2007, 7:14
Hey just writing on here to see how your doing? I haven't heard from you in a bit so I'm assuming you must be quite busy. Over here I'm having to do lots of work and it might turn out to be a stressful quarter. >.< Anyways, I hope all is well.

ありがと♪ 

September 03 [Mon], 2007, 16:05
Today I was putting my stuff together for when I go back to Seattle, and when I was seperating my things, clothes, books, random stuff etc..I read a lot of the letters you sent me and the albums u gave me.

I just wanted to say thank you sweety for making me super duper happy the days we were together and I am forever grateful to have met such a beautiful spirit. Sure we may not be boyfriend and girlfriend at the moment, and at the moment your love is with Imamura(whats his first name >.< i feel weird saying imamura lol), but I just wanted to say thank you.

In the future we never know what will happen next. We never know what good, what bad may happen. But meeting you, loving you, recieving your love, feeling it not only through physical contact, but through words of the pen and mouth, I truly thank you for saying yes to me and for trying so hard to keep our relationship.

They say in America, you haven't lived until you have loved and lost.

I truly believe our meeting was a good thing that happened to both me and you.

I hope we both find happiness (I hope I can someday find it again with you, but who knows right).

I hope for the best in life.

Even with our distance sweety, you made me super happy, all it took was just a few words from you to make me smile.

A lot of people tell me when I love someone its crazy cuz I put all my heart into it. A lot of people when they date someone, they love them a certain percent so when if by chance they break they dont "hurt" as much. But for me I have to give it my all or it becomes a kind of "fake" love.

And with you it was never fake, I always did all I could.

I hope to see you in the near future sweety. You are a wonderful person, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

I wanted to call you to say thank you, but I didnt want to disturb you and all so I post it here for you. Hope you read it soon. Anyways I should get back to my work. My ronbun is now 63 pages >.< もう泣きたい!! I like research, but in ENGLISH!! >.< Im tired of writing in Japanese now TT.TT

Anyways have a good day sweety.

Im going back to work.バイバイ♪

送れない手紙 

August 18 [Sat], 2007, 13:50
もう君にあげられないアイスとチップス

笑わすことも出来ない。

一緒に年をとって、
老いぼれ姿を笑い合いたかった。

海のそばで
一緒に最期の時を

A lot of things I miss.

手繋がないながら散歩
遅くまで喋り

キス

それにケンカも

楽しかった。

いつも優しかった君

哀しみから幸せになれることを教えてくれた君

初キスも

誇りに出来る恋人だった

勇気と優しさも

見る度に触れたかった君

君は僕の命

力の足りなかったことを謝る
特に最後の日のこと

諦めるなと叫びたい。
諦めるな!

君の一番大切なことを教えてくれた。

諦めぬことだ。

今、別の道を2人とも歩んでいるけど、

君のことを信じてる
君の幸せを祈ってる
夢を諦めるなと叫びたい!
幸せになってくれと叫びたい!
Just do it! Dont let me down!と叫びたい!

僕は頑張る
僕はなんとかして大丈夫になるんだよ
だから、自分の夢を諦めるな!

何よりも君は幸せになって欲しい。
頑張って下さい。

『愛』の力は不思議だ
色んな形があるよね。
家族の愛

友達の愛

子供の愛

掛替無い大切な人の愛
遠距離も
愛の挑戦
縁距離も

切らないように
切ないように

君は幸せなら友達の関係でいいんだよ。
僕は君の大切さを忘れられないように、
僕のことも忘れないでくれ!

I dont know why but today I thought about you alot. Im trying to stay busy on my ronbun but its really hard for. You may think Im being しつこい by asking about imamura but the fact i just want to know if ur happy. that if u r a couple now that hes treating u good. i miss u sweety and im trying hard to deal with the fact that we cant b together now. ill try my best but let me know how things r going for u. call me anytimeI

Dear Alex★ 

August 15 [Wed], 2007, 11:49
hey! how have you been up to?? i bet you have been super busy, huh??
i'm also being busy and i dont have enough time to talk with you...sorry...

hows your thesis(essay?) going??

if you want you can send it to my hotmail and ill check it for you ok.
when will your presentation?? have you done it already??
if not please tell me when it will be.


baby as you said to me that you will help me all the time. i also wanna help you as much as i can ok.
if you need some help, just let me know.

take care, baby:)

I want to see you 

August 01 [Wed], 2007, 13:01
You had asked me a few days ago, about the people who comment on my nikki who are from communities. On the communities, I am just sharing my true feelings and I just wanted to post a comment I just recently added. I really miss you sweety. I miss your voice and talking to you.

彼女は元気でやってるかな。
彼女は今何をやってるかな。
彼女は今本当に幸せだかな。
彼女は今楽しんでいるかな。
彼女は今頑張っているかな。

いつも頭の中でこんなことを繰り返して辛い。

でも、俺も頑張らないと。
俺も立ち直れないと。
俺ももっと強くならないと。

そうしなかったら、彼女を友達としても支えてあげられない。

彼女は幸せになって欲しい。

彼女の笑顔を見たい。
1年後彼女の笑顔を見たい。
5年後彼女の笑顔を見たい。
10年後彼女の笑顔を見たい。

彼女と逢いたい。ただ、今、逢いたい。
抱きたいんじゃなくて、抱きしめたい!
触れたいんじゃなくて、触れ合いたいんだ!
会いたいんじゃなくて、逢いたいんだ!
愛したいんじゃなくて、愛し合いたいんだよ!

もう涙が止まらない。

My Schedule☆ 

July 25 [Wed], 2007, 16:07
July

25:コ17:00〜22:00
26:コ17:00〜22:00
27:塾18:20〜21:30
28:コ15:00〜22:00
29:Tennis in Nara
30:塾16:40〜21:30
31:コ13:00〜18:00/塾18:20〜21:30

August
*I only know my cram school's schedule and not conveni's.

1:塾15:00〜19:50
2:塾18:20〜19:50
3:歯11:15〜/塾15:00〜21:30
4:
5:
6:E13:00〜14:20/塾15:00〜21:30
7:塾18:20〜21:30
8:塾15:00〜19:50
9:塾18:20〜19:50
10:塾16:40〜21:30
11:
12:
13:塾16:40〜21:30
14:
15:
16:
17:塾16:40〜21:30
18:
19:
20:塾16:40〜21:30
21:塾15:00〜21:30
22:塾16:40〜19:50
23:
24:塾15:00〜21:30
25:
26:
27:塾16:40〜21:30
28:塾18:20〜21:30
29:塾16:40〜19:50
30:塾16:40〜19:50
31:塾16:40〜21:30



P 

July 20 [Fri], 2007, 17:22
Happy anniversary sweetyP

沖縄 

July 15 [Sun], 2007, 20:09
Today we will finally meet againP

It has been 108 days since we last metm
But I have been looking to this day just as I did before going to kansaiI

I hope with this time together we can strengthen our lovey

これからも頑張ろう

If love were words I would write a love story of us 

July 12 [Thu], 2007, 20:25
At the end of every storm comes days full of beautiful sunshine.

If you were stranded on an island, Id set sail the off to sea.

If you moved across the world for ur dreams, I wud follow cuz u r my dream.

If u got sick and went blind I wud become blind so we cud share the same world.

If u had to go away for a long time and I cudnt see u and u u cudnt call or mail me, I wud close my eyes meet u in my dreams and write letters with not sentences but with words filled love to let u know I was ok.

For me the only thing that matters is u. Being able to hold u and make u feel safe. Being able to watch over u and make u happy like how u deserve to be. u r my my one and only, my hearts desire, the sunshine in my morning and stars at nite, u live in my dreams and heart, u r themilk to my coffee and the sugar to my chocolate, its not that I want u, its not that I need u, its just in the simplest of terms





u r the love of my life.

14時後 

July 12 [Thu], 2007, 1:10
In 14 hrs ull b in OkinawaP I miss u so much and cant wait to hold u hug u and kiss ur soft warm lips. i luv u sweety.
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Alex:1985年7月31日生まれ(♂)。アメリカワシントン州シアトル出身。今は沖縄の琉球大学で日本語勉強中☆

Masami:1984年3月5日生まれ(♀)。大阪府岸和田市出身。今はバイトをしつつ、アメリカ大学院に入学するために勉強中★一応理学療法士の国家資格をもってたりする♪(* ̄ー ̄)v

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