Don't know why

April 22 [Mon], 2013, 0:35
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Happily, I got a job at a dental clinic.
For me, this job is suitable I think,
And i like it.
But I have so long blank, about four years.

This job will start full-scale for tomorrow.

Anyway, actually, im so nervous, scared, anxious, and insecure.

Especially, 'insecure' is not only my job, but also anything else for me.

I don't know this 'anything', but im so insecure.

Just like this feeling, im become sometimes difference situation.

But, it is not so heavy, 'insecure' rather than 'uneasy' i think, no, i feel.

For example, when i feel so, i cry suddenly.
Cry? Cry rather than my eyes are filled with tears so naturally.

I don't know why.

I think i am a crybaby,
'baby'? At my age? Funny, huh?

But, but,
im crybaby, like a selfish kitten,
Cause I have a so dear 'place', i think.

I have no home to go back,
But, i have the 'place' accept all of me ;
just a crybaby, just like a selfish kitten.

I have no home to go back,
I have no family,
But i have more important and dear place, no, 'places'.

Im so happy just it.

Cause, it is a miracle, isn't it?
I think so.

Miracle and destiny.

It's time to graduate 'crybaby' i think.
Like a selfish kitten too.

Have to fight the blues.

I can do it, probably, no reason,
But, probably can do.

Im still so scared, really, anything anything scared,
I have the place to go back.

Cause, never lose myself.

Don't know the reason why,

Really, don't know why.

  • ニックネーム:あーさー
  • 性別:女性
  • 誕生日:7月1日
  • 血液型:B型
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