ja 2009-12-14T07:36:10+09:00 Had early breakfast.
Went out to see Raion.
Changed his water.
While drinking my chocolate milk.
Went to the bathroom in my sleep somewhat before I woke up.
Brushed my hair.
And am now brushing my teeth.

....

What a wonderful morning.

.....


IT'S FRICKIN' 07:36AM, that is NOT some wonderful time of the day!

Damn, I'm tired.
I were s'pose to go to bed at 01AM. But I got stuck at my game.
So instead I changed 1 to 2.
Couldn't stop laughing about how silly my little spirit at Grand Fantasia had become after evolving to 2nd stage.
Then, when I finally got off the game by force from my distant mind which I thought had left me long ago when I was dropped as a baby, I got stuck by fixing music. Such as Decemberists and some episodes I really enjoy the most of The Clockwork Cabaret. But at first my mobile didn't want to accept the files! After half an hour, I think I finally got it.. But I still don't know, we'll see later.

Then I finally went to bed, 2:30AM.. But damn, again!
I couldn't fall asleep..
In the end, I fell asleep somewhere between 4-5AM, which is 1-2 hours before my dear, sweet alarm clock would put on it's horrible nudge.
My eyes hurt, I'm chewing on my toothbrush and I think I'm more pale than I was the previous evening that has been (which I have nothing against, since I like my skin being as pale as the colour white, I actually shine in summers on beaches and sometimes when it's dark outside.. My friends can assure you of this).
But still, ugh.

Why, sleep, oh why?
Am I once again getting into the kind of sleep-less period I've had once, before the summer that has been? When I had insomnia, in 17 frickin' days?
Well, at least I'm off school for 3 weeks starting next week.
Holidays, ya~y!
I hope I get a lot of presents. ♥
Can't wait till I can open up Yume's. She knows me better than my family, so I'm sure it's something great! <33

Btw, when 2010 has come, I'll make another account on devi. I'm tired of the one I'm having now, since the name is so complicated with the stupid zero instead of o etc.
I'm not telling what name I'm getting next, yet. Since I'm afraid someone will take it. ^^;;
... Which would be wrong in the first place, since I kind of got copyright on this name.

Anywho, today I got a test (or as my teacher said, "It's not a test, only a small test") about the binary system.. and I know nothing! Ya~y
At least it's English and lunch before Webdesign.
I think I know somewhat about it, but I couldn't stop giggling about how my teacher pronounced some things so I didn't really overhear what he said most of the time.
And he's so confusing, going all like;

Ali: "Yumi, we got this paper which you haven't got yet.."
Yumi: "Uh.. yeah, I know. No one has yet."
Ali: "Yes, you haven't done it yet."
Yumi: "No, no one has. You just gave it to us."
Ali: "Yes."

..... Wtf?
Well, nevermind that, just wish me luck.
I hope I don't get home too late, since I need to buy Jasmine's Xmas present, which I either got a week or more than a week on me to fix ("3-6 days" days my ass..) so now I shall stop chewing on this new toothbrush of mine and get studying.


With love,
- Yumi-chan. ♥ ]]> 2009-12-14T07:36:10+09:00 The next day, father wasn't any better, and bro had went from a cold to being sick. And I had now a cold. I couldn't stop coughing and it felt like my throat was being teared up. I almost couldn't sleep and were coughing the whole night.
At Sunday, bro had a fever, father wasn't any better and my throat just felt worse. I had also caught a fever, not as big as bros' but it wasn't long until. Mother wen't and got some sort of "Alternova" for my throat from grandmama. It tasted horrible.
I've been wakening up constantly every night and this one must have been the worse. At 6-7AM, I wake up and notice my period has started. Fuck! All I could get through between my coughing. Now I'm feeling worse than ever.

So.. at Monday, yesterday, I called mother 9AM and tried not to cry because of the paint in my throat, head and stomach. Mother is lucky, she seems to be immune to this shit. She's been so nice and all, taking care of us. My fever had gone higher and my throat hadn't become any better that day. I think brother felt a little better, but none of us have had any appetite since Saturday. I almost felt like throwing up, when I didn't even have anything to throw up. Ugh. Mother got some cough medicine for me, which I took later at the evening. I don't know if it really helped that much. During the night I woke up and had been sweating so much that I had to throw my extra blanket and nightdress in the laundry. Then I couldn't find my other nightdress, only the really tick ones that I have during the winter - when I'm not having a fever, that is. So I had to sleep without one this night. Then I woke up and scurried off to the kitchen to wait for mother to finish her shower. She hung up my nightdress that had been in the laundry too and found me something else to wear. Sometimes, I'm really lucky to have a mother.

Anywho, now we just had lunch, or.. bro and mother had, I got milk with honey which mother said would be good for the throat but man! It's too sweet! Bleh.
I haven't taken a shower since Thursday last week, so I asked mother to call grandmama and ask if we could borrow their bathtub. We're going there later, finally I can wash this stupid hair. Mother then got a call and it was father. As I mentioned before, he's at the hospital. Gah, I hope he'll be alright. He's gonna be there for 2 days or something. Nyu~ poor papa..

Now I'm gonna pour down more icky water and go back to sleep. I'm really not feeling well, I don't know if I'll be at school tomorrow either. I just hope I don't miss any sorts of tests and such, or comes back at the day there is a test. Nya..


With love,
- Yumi-chan. ♥ ]]> 2009-11-17T14:06:20+09:00 Seriously, I feel so down right now. That really hurt, to be thinking that I had a friend like that. We talked about a lot of things, "he" told me such sweet things and "he" even got to hear the arguments between mother and I. Which is not something that I'm really bragging about, you know. "He" even said to me after hearing the fight 'You sounded much wiser than your mother' which really touched me. Finally someone else heard the arguments and finally someone knew that my mother isn't the one who's always right. That I can actually act more of an adult than her, and that warm my heart. It really did. It was so sweet, and now it just feels so hurtful. Such a lie, I would never had guessed.
This is why I don't trust people. I hate humans, I really do. They have no idea of the thing called "feelings", and they certainly don't know how to handle them. They are all just a bunch of idiots, and I pity them. I really do. They don't know the truth behind love and hate, nor the real reason for feeling good about something for once or sad by something that happened. Idiots..

Anyhow. Today was one another of these boring days. Nothing in particular happened, actually. Except I got to know that I've passed the Physics with at least an C, yay. :'D Haha, fun when she read out loud what she had written about me. "No absenteeism. No homeworks done." Ahaha, both positive and negative, lol. XDD But she seemed quite pleased about it anyhow. That's good. :3 And I explained to her that I'm still not really into this "homework" thing yet, since we didn't have any homeworks on my old school.
She seemed to understand, and I also told her that I'll probably sooner or later learn this homework-thingy again. She'll see, just needs a little patience. ^^

Oh, the dishwasher is done! wa~h, I luv the smell of newly cleaned dishes. <3 See! Another thing I love! Ha, in ya' face, Jasmine. o xo
Today me and my bro watched the new "Glee" thingy.. we thought it was going to be fun but it really wasn't! D: And besides, it wasn't even a movie, but a series! Ugh. And the trailer was just all the actually "fun" parts that existed put together. If it couldn't become worse, they didn't even show the apple-scene. Bleh. That's what we had waited for.. It's was more of a mother-series. With song and dance and drama and bleeeh. D:
Boring. <.<
At least I got two macchiatos, that cheered me up somehow.

Bah, gotta write that scary-story-thingy later, or my teacher will turn disappointed at me. D: It's just that I've started with the tale now that we have to do, that I'm more into that one than the other one. >< Oh well, I'll just have to work hard. We'll see what I'll do. o 3o

Now I gotta go to sleep... after I've edited my tale, gotta write down what I wrote on my mobile before. . x.

Btw, talked some with Alex today. He asked me about something new from Emmy, and I told him I still haven't talked to her. She's prob blocked me or something, for what reason I still don't know.
Gah, life just turned worse than worst.
At least I know that I'm at the level of "Above C" at the computer-classes (Webdesign and Computer knowledge). You can't get higher than "Above C" for now. It means I either am at B- or A-level. He told me that I'll probably at least get an B in both, if not A in at least Webdesign. Ooh, I can't wait until Computer-programing and Art classes next termin. Also, we'll get to choose course (or whatever it's called in English, extra classes anyhow. Such as either the boring classes as English, Math etc or maybe sports or something else). :D yay! Hope they have something real fun. ^^ Sadly, they don't seem to have Japanese, but I'll take other classes like such after school, mother has promised. ^^


With love,
- Yumi-chan. ♥ ]]> 2009-11-12T23:39:12+09:00 I spent the time poking at the strange lunch we had (minestrone soup without any minestrone) and watching Berglind pouring down the tasteless soup in his throat after the other guys had poured probably a whole can salt into it. He said it tasted good. Prob cuz' it for once tasted SOMETHING. Even if just salt.
I also made Viktor 3 to buy me a sweet saffron bun. <3 They had 5 buns for about $3 or something, and then he got a danish pastry left which I quickly snatched and nomnomed. <3

Spent the rest of the day goofing around with him and Gabriel. Was quite fun. :3
Almost done with my Pokémon-presentation, I think.. not sure yet. We'll see. ^^

Today Jasmine was back, and she just wouldn't buy me any bun! D': She left her money at home (that fuckin' bastard..) and I spent all of Viktor's money yesterday so he couldn't buy me any neither. Q^Q
But Gabriel bought me 2 saffron buns after school! Yay, happii~ ^^
I luuv saffron buns. <3 :D

It was fun on the English class today, sensei was off with some of the dudes having the book-review-discussion thingy. So the rest of us just goofed around in the classroom. On English, ofc. I'll tell ya' what happened.

Ya' know that when saying "chick", you can usually (especially the guys) talk about a girl. Well, today Jasmine and I learned that "cat" is the same, for dude. So we had a discussion about "cats", on English ofc. I talked about dudes, and she talked about animals. And the fact that the guys didn't know what we were talking about, made it all even more interesting. I went on something like this..
Jasmine told about she and her mother (I think it was) saw a cat yesterday. The animal, sort of one. And I, with my dirty little mind, had to mess it up for her. 8D

Jasmine: I saw a cat yesterday.
Yumi: You did? .. was he hot?
J: No! He was cute.
Y: Ooooh... Hehehe..
J: Stop it! Anyhow, it was black and--
Y: You dig black cats?
J: What? No, stop it! He was black and white, and--
Y: WHAT?! How the hell could it be both black and white? That doesn't even.. work!
J: NO, LISTEN! He was black and white, and he was having like white spots here *doing some gestures*
Y: YOU SAVE HIM NAKED?!
J: SHUT UP! Anyway, and he was cute and he was like stroking himself to me and my mother--
Y: ZAMG! HENTAI!
J: A~ND, he was like trying to jump up on me, like this, then--
Y: WHAT?! And you let him? .. Ooh, I see. You like them WILD. Hehehe.. was he wild?
J: Shut up, I'm talking about the ANIMAL. And I don't know. I don't think so, he was clean and all.
Y: Hehe.. animal? 'Ooh, you ANIMAL!' *using the sex-voice*
J: Could you just shut up?
Y: 'Nh.. aah! Oh, you're so WILD!'
J: Stop that!
Y: *giggling* XD

And it went on something like that (can't really remember all, it was a long discussion), anywho. Then Daniel came into the picture.

D: I like cats.
Y: Ooh? *giggles*
D: My brother has a cat.
Y: Your brother has a cat? *innerself: LOL XD*
J: *trying not to laugh xD*
D: Yeah.. it's evil. It's attacking people.
Y: *giggling like hell XD*
D: I don't like his cat.
Y: Naww, that's a pity.

And we went on like this, and I whispered to Jasmine several times "His brother.. has a 'cat'.. XD" and stuff. Emil and the guys came by some times, offering candy which I eww'd at and Jasmine said they must have done something to it. Daniel took it appreciatively. Then they came with coke, which I think Daniel at first took, but then they got it back at some point. They were shouting for me all the time during our "cat"-discussions. Offering me candy and coke all the time, which I eww'd at, ofc. By the time I got more and more irritated at them cuz' they wouldn't stop calling for me. I also had to correct them in their pronouncement of "Bulbasaur".. then they asked such a sweet question. Which my favorite Pokémon was. <3 I said "Jirachi! ♥ *sparkling eyes*" and they went on whispering something like "What's that?" and I brought up my NDS and showed them my cute lil Jirachi I have on Pokémon Diamond. <3 They were like "ha..... cute." and I went on with how much I love it. XD

Oh, we also had a discussion about me either hating or loving things. Jasmine says that I just hate everything, but that's not true! I love a lot of things.
As we all already know, I love pirates, pokémon, zombies, ice-cream etc.. But I love a lot of other things too! Such as feathers, presents, jewelry (but I only wear it if it means something to me.. I'm not the sparkling king of dude, I only like to wear what has some sort of meaning to me), I love music (especially piano or mandolin solos), flowers and the nature (I'm not the kind to water them and stuff. I just think they are pretty, and I easily find harmony in things like the nature. It gives me a lot of inspirations and wonderful day-dreams. <3) and I love surprises, to cuddle, to sleep, to dream.. When I feel lost or depressed, I just lay down on the floor, often in the sunlight where it's warm, and just stare at the roof above me. To be lost into my own thoughts and just feel the harmony become a blanket covering me with sweet warmth.

There are a lot of things I love. And what I don't love, nor hate, I feel just neutral about. There are no real "like" nor "dislike" for me.. but sometimes I say that I hate something, when that's not really what I mean. I just don't think before I act, you know.

Well, anyhow. That was my day. I also was at grandmama's today, having dinner. Ofc the dessert was the best, ehehe. <3 Mother tried to figure something out from my ideas that I gave her over the phone when waiting for my bus. I sound like a child when talking about fun stuffies (often with mother), such as what to eat for dessert. It went on like "Oooh.. I.. I want something yummy! And.. and chocolate.. and berries. Blueberries, a must have! And, and.. ice-cream! A~nd.. Oh, oh! Ice-cream with berries, then something chocolate.. You must ALWAYS have chocolate! Hm.. maybe choco sauce or, or maybe shred choco bits over it! And, and it has to be fluffy! Fluffy and yummy~! ♥"
She began to laugh, she and others usually does that when I talk like this. Heehee. :D Well, anyhow, we got vanilla ice-cream (I only eat vanilla when having something else to cover up the horrible vanilla-taste) with grandmama's own blueberries and raspberries! And choco chips shred over it. <3
It was really yummy! .. Fluffy and yummy! :D <3

Oh, and we had a math test today.. I guess it went pretty well, I answered all the questions for once except 11-d. I didn't understand it.

I hope tomorrow will be fun too. ^^


With love,
- Yumi-chan. ♥]]> 2009-11-11T21:18:46+09:00
So we went to the city and Kimono Fushion today instead! ^^
But the 'morning problem' was.. I overslept. ;;
Once again, my clock wouldn't work! GAAH!
So, I was supposed to meet Yume at the station at 12PM.. I woke up 12:03PM..
I quickly arose from my bed, saw three SMS from Yume on my mobile, where she seemed to be freezing to death. I rushed through everything, didn't even brush my hair nor eat breakfast. XD;; Then I scurried down to father and went on something like "Papapapapapa!! Couldyouprettyhunnybunnypleasegivemearidetothestation??" He was like "....... hu?" and after some brief explanations, he finally gave me a ride. xD;; phew.
I just can't tell with words how sorry I am, Yume-chan. D: Gomen nasai, hunny! <33
Also, when I was standing in the tunnel, confused about where to go and therefor were waiting for Yume down there, there was this guy playing his squeezebox for money. Then an old dude came by, glared at the squeezebox -dude and shout out "Someone! Please throw me in front of the train!" then he went on to the trains. I was so shocked that I didn't know if I were to laugh or not. XD
Then I met Yume and we went to the train, when it came we took our seats by a window and who to guess would take his seat next to me? Well, if it wasn't that old dude! All I did was to ask Yume if we were gonna get off at the Central, and she said yes, and that dude hushed at us and snorted "Shut your mouth!"
.... We both were like "... Excuse me?" and I said to him "Should come from you!" and we were all quiet for the rest of the ride except one girl sitting next to the dude TALKINGTALKINGTALKING with her friend (who I at first didn't notice, since she almost didn't say anything at all, and talked really quiet).

Our second problem came to be where to find Kimono Fushion. Where we went off the bus, there was a map.. but it sucked. A lot.
Even Yume couldn't understand it!
But we finally got to the right place, just to become disappointed.
There were almost NOTHING there! And if not worse, it was less of TAKUYA ANGEL than of anything else! Gaah, stupid newspaper, bragging about something so small to make it seem so big.. Anyhow, I at least got to buy a Japanese sugar drink. <3 XD
We also found some clothes some stairs down we're gonna buy later. Maybe during the Xmas vacation? I'll ask Yume about it. ^^

In any case, after that we went to the city, and I bought my new pants! <3
I was lucky too, they had XS in (for once, that is). :D After that, we went to Sun Ai and The Japanese Market, where I bought one megapack chocolate pocky, and a mediumpack (also) chocolate pocky.. Gotta survive until next time, ya' know. It's exhausting walking that much, and it doesn't seem that healthy neither. D:

Well, we'll see what'll happen next. ^^ I got some money left, put aside for that shirt. Also, I hope I'll get my student grant. Stupid CSN, just cuz' I'm 16 now they won't give me any money for like 2 months. DX Bro didn't get in 3 months, just cuz' he was born on the 17th and the family allowance always comes at the 20th. But still! No one even knows why this is, we asked the teachers at school and they didn't know neither. D: Idiotic, I say.

Anywho, we'll see. I'm off to go window shopping with mother and bro tomorrow. Otherwise, nothing special. That was my day, hope you have a nice evening all! <3


With love,
- Yumi-chan. ♥]]> 2009-10-28T23:32:14+09:00
My 16th birthday, at exactly 6:50PM (18:50). :'D
Today Yume was here, and helped me with Raion. <3
Like, fixing his fur and such. Also, letting him run on the grass. He was so cute! Skipping around all happily, naww. <3
Then, she took me to Wayne's Coffee and got me Latte Macchiato and a chocolate cake! <33 Yaay!! Best present ever! Wooh!
When I got home again, GUESS WHAT?
A new computer screen, in front of my eyes.. o xo With a note on it, reading "Happy Birthday, Yumi. /Papa" D' AWWW!!
I gave him a hug for that, I think it's the first time I've given him a hug. o///o <3

Here's some pics of my best presents. <3


Skullcandy, nyu~ <3

My new sweet screen. <3

Raion, my prince. <3

Nyu~nyun! <3

With love,
- Yumi-chan. ♥ ]]> 2009-10-26T18:50:00+09:00 He's outside right now, probably sleeping, I'll maybe take some pictures later to put here. :3
In any case, my fucking alarm clock wouldn't work! I put it at 8AM and it went off 7:30?! What the hell! I pressed snooze, checked it and it did say 8AM.. So I lay there, waiting for ten minutes when it is supposed to start once more since I haven't pressed the "All day off"-button. That button is really hard to press, so you have to use two hands. So I couldn't have accidentally pressed that one instead of the snooze-button. In any case, it didn't ring. So I was like "What the heck, only 20 more minutes, I'll prob stay awake til then" and so I pressed the "All day off"-button. And, ofc, I went back to sleep.
I slept till mother came and woke me up, at 9:30 AM. Fuck!
I had half an hour on me to get ready and down to the station to meet up with Yume. The problem is, I take at least 1 hour to get ready, and 1 hour to walk down to the station.
If I took the bicycle, I could be at the station in about 20 minutes, but how would I carry the transport box like that? It's too big for such! So, finally, mother felt kind of sorry for me I guess.. she gave me a ride down to the station, after I hurried with the clothes and all. I skipped breakfast, only drank a Choco Latte.
It was yummy.
Anyhow, now we finally have him here. My dear little cutie. He's so sweet, but mother won't stop complaining about him not getting up and down through the ramp. I tell her that ofc he's not used to it yet! But she just won't listen to me. Everything has to work and be perfect right away. Sigh.

Ah, the hell. Now it's evening, we just ate the cake and I'm happily listening to my new Skullcandy Silver Hesh headphones! Nya~h! I've wished for the for so long now, ever since they first came out! And finally mother bought them for me, yay! <33
I also got some manga (Samurai Deeper Kyo and Elemental Gelade, they didn't have much on sale right now so I'll have to wait to Christmas, hehe. ;;) and money. Now I can finally buy those fucking pants I've wanted for so long! D:
On Monday, my birthday, I'm going with Yume to see Kimono Fashion, and Takuya Angel!! YAAY! <33
And then, some time by the week (holiday, yay!) we're going to the city and to Shock so I can buy my fkkn' sweet pants. <33 I hope they have my size.. XS/S. Lol! XD;; So hard to find my size in these sorts of stores, lol. ewe
Maybe we'll go to Wayne's Coffee too. <3 I could really use some Latte Macchiato and a chocolate cake. o 3o ♥

Played some Little Big Planet with bro today too, since he now has two controls, yay! <3 Haha, his b-day present was like a present for me instead. Lol. XD
Father didn't have dinner with us, haven't even spoken to us except when grandmama came with the cake and said where we could put it. I think mother mentioned something about there'd be another present, but that it would be from father or something. Dunno really, she was kind of mumbling. Well, either I'll get it later, tomorrow or at Monday.. or maybe not at all, I dunno.
In any case!
.... *glomps my headphones* I LUV THEM SO FRIKKN' MUCH!!!! <33 I mailed Yume and said that I had a surprise to show her on Monday, since she has too longed for me to get these. <33 She want the zebra ones, herself. xD
Gah, I luv Skullcandy. <3

Btw, I'm not feeling as dizzy as before, but I'm still having hell of a headache. Ugh.
Well, that's all I got to say for now. Dunno if anything is happening tomorrow, otherwise I'll write on Monday or something.. But remember, I never promise anything. I've never been the dairy-type and so not the Blog-type either. Ahaha!
Man, I wanted some games in present too.. Age of Pirates.. Disgaea.. <33
Maybe I'll have enough for Disgaea or something with the money left or/and the money I'll get at the end of the month. :3 <3

- Night all,
Yumi-chan. ♥
]]> 2009-10-24T23:30:53+09:00
I just got caught up in another fight with mother, we fought about the transport box for my lil bunny, Raion, who I am to pick up tomorrow with Yume. We were putting the cage together, when suddenly it broke. The railing had broke. We panicked and wondered what to do about it. We can't pick him up with a cage like this, my mother said. But what does it matter? It isn't fully broken, I can still use it. It was just on one side of the railing that had broken, so I just have to hold my hand there so he won't slip out. He's going to be on my knees for maybe an hour on the train, so I don't think it will be that easy for him to escape.

I can really feel how the whole room in moving like on a swing. It feels quite bad, and my migraine doesn't really help that much.

Mother and father has been caught up, once again, in one of their fights. If you wondered what it was about, it was something about the peppar not being at the place it should be at, according to father. And mother said it is standing where it has always stood. Then father got mad for some reason and now they don't speak to each other if not to yell and scream and all.
The worst part is that I and my brother, as always, is where mother goes to talk about her problems. She always says "He think he's right all the time, but he isn't!", but according to me, he's ofc not always right but neither is she. And sometimes he actually am right, but she's just too stupid and bitchy to get that. She's actually the one who always thinks she's right, but why can't she see it no matter how many times we tell her?
Well, now we have yelled at each other so much that I'm sitting here, writing this while my tears has finally dried up for the moment.

I'm feeling really bad, I've been like this for a while now. Feeling all depressed and such, I have this period of mine when I become distanced and feeling really unwell. Either I'm emotionless or my crybaby-me takes over. I'm so lost in thoughts, random thoughts. It can be about anything, more random that usual I mean. I makes me distracted from other things, other people. I'm so distanced. And when that spell I'm in is broken, I start to cry. And I don't know why.
I cry really easily, and even if not intended to - just one little innocent word can put me right into tears. How careful you ever may be, I start crying anyhow. It's not other ppls fault, I'm the one to blame since I'm so oversensitive. I really hate that about myself.

I have no one to talk with neither. I don't know what's up with Emmy, but if feels like she's trying to get away from me.. So many times I've tried to call her, get in touch with her.. And each time I success, it feels like she's trying to push me away. As if she doesn't want me anymore. I wonder if I've done anything wrong, if she's maybe angry of me? Just the thought of loosing such a close friend, to not have her by my side anymore.. now I've started to cry again.
Tears tastes so salty.. Does it ever feel sweet? I wonder if the oceans and seas were made out of tears.. In the far away past, that tears of one hurt one created the oceans of today. That would be beautiful to see, actually. And a sweet story to tell.

I've felt worse this last week here, I was home sick my first 2 days in high school too. Sadly, I left Jasmine all by herself with the other guys at school. At least it wasn't too hard on her, I wouldn't even make one class probably. The guys are so mean to me, they now know that I am extremely ticklish, especially by my waist/belly, so they poke me there all the time and seems to enjoy hearing the catsounds I make.. ;;
People've always told me that I have kind of like a cats personality, I sometimes seems to act like a cat and I make sounds like one, such as "nya", "nyu" and "nyo". Not my fault, I do them automatically. ;; But ya' gotta admit that it's kinda cute, that probably why they keep going on like this.

We have our hard times, when they bully me and I bully them.
But it's still fun. They've given me buns lots of times, yesterday I got a donut from Victor 3, that was really nice of him. And Gabriel have given me buns 2 times. Also, I got 10 crowns from Ptor so that I could buy my dear chocolate milk. <3

Well, now I'm gonna watch some Pokémon and hope for tomorrow to be a better day since that is when we are going to celebrate my birthday.. and I want to be happy then! Not this depressed..
On my birthday, on Monday (26th), I'm going on Kimono Fushion with Yume-chan. They are gonna show such as TAKUYA ANGEL and stuff, it's going to be so fun! <3
Tomorrow I'm gonna nomnom my lil Raion the whole evening. I really hope he'll like it here, even if I don't. I'm gonna do my best for my new little friend! <3

Sorry for not blogging for a while, but I did now, right?
Only, gomen that it was such a bad post..
Meh. Be glad you got something. Oh, and I got lots of new things at my dA if you haven't seen it already. Just go to queen0fpsychos.deviantart.com and you can check out my crap. <3 ^^


- Night all,
Yumi-chan. ♥]]> 2009-10-23T23:50:59+09:00 And she say'd she's gonna be home all week!!!!!!!!! DOUBLE YAYZAA~!!!!!!!!!
And it's 03:22AM and I'm so fkkn' sleepy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRIPLE YAYZAA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I any case..
I made an english role-play at rss so that Corvin, and english friend of mine, could role-play with me! Yay, so much fun.~ <3
Oh, and I now got 10k on Gaia, wohoo~ Only 10k more, and I can buy my third and last Black Wolf! Then focus on the rest of the crappy stuffs I need. XD
I need Oculus Mythica, dammit! DX But it's over 60k.. hellz I'm gonna make that much.. EVER! =__=;;

In anycase.~
Also, maybe I'll buy a lil bunny called Kosmoz. <3
If only mother could take some time and LOOK AT THE DAMN BUNNY SOME TIME!!
Seriously, soon he's gonna be sold! DX She's like "In the weekend. When I got vacation." blahblah, crappy stuffs.. Bleh, I hate her and her broken ribs. =__=;;

Ooh, and Emmy gave me such compliments after reading my three latest uploads on dA.~ o': But my fkk'd up computer didn't want to save it, dang. =__=;;
Oh well! She embarrassed me. xD AND made me happy, thank you hun. <3

...........

*read som crappy role-playing I spammed her with when she wasn't home* GOD! How can people actually be this bad?? There should be some kind of law, that put people like this in jail or something. No matter age. XD;;

Oh well, that took like.. 30 minutes?? .. Bah.


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/Yumi-chan.]]> 2009-07-30T03:52:09+09:00 I forgot to tell you bout some goodie stuffs in my last post! 83
I got more of these button-eyed sweeties. <33
When we got to the market at Camping Stel the first stand were selling these cuties~ <33
I got stuck for 4 of them. First I bought Mr. Muffincake:


He's so cute~ <3 I even wrote a song bout him! 8D
*ehum*

"Mr. Muffincake, Mr. Muffincake!
He likes to bake
little cakes,
for yours to take.
For the children sake,
he will make
lots of cakes.
By the choco lake!

But one day,
Mr. Muffincake.
He would like to wake
up in a crake
full of candy canes!
Mr. Muffin, Mr. Muffin
CAA~KE!"

... I think I got too much of mothers Piña Colada drink..

In any case! The next day we were there again, and I bought two more! <3
Say hello to Cupcake


and Chocoreeto!


I love them! OwQ <33 Oh, mother bought for herself the fourth one I wanted. Well, I'm at least glad we got it. I think I'm gonna make a comic with these sweeties later.. When I learn how to draw! XD
Well, at least all my sweeties are on my sweet lil tartan bag now!


Together with Shikyo (white/brown bunny), Chishio (brown bunny) and Wasabi (green bunny). <3
Heehee, she's so silly. I got the fetish for Pokémon, as you know, and they were selling Pokémon cards everywhere! <3 8D But mother hates me still liking Pokémon at my age. <.< And first she didn't want to buy two more button-sweeties for me.. So I gave her this choice; Either she will buy two more button-sweeties for me, or a pack of Pokémon cards.. You can guess what she choosed, lol. XD And I win whichever she had choosen. Since she dun want me to buy the Pokémon cards by my own money, she paid for my lil sweeties.~ <33 *teeheehee* I'm so evil~ X3 Thankies, mother. <3

OOH!! Guess what! I found sweet colour pens, yay me.~ 8D
Now I can draw fluffy, sweet and brainloving zombies!! YAAAY~! X3
I need to colour my zombie pics some day anyhow. And since I dunno how to colour at the computer -SHOT- and I suck on watercolours, this is perfect! 8D
Heehee~ Wish me luck. X3
I'll put it up at my dA (Queen0fPsychos) later, ne? <3

Reminds me.. Gotta keep watching Pokémon! O': How I've missed it while being away for 2 awful weeks. Naw, I just thought bout the pants I'm gonna buy! I'm gonna look so cute in too big pants and too big a sweater! X3 Teehee~

I am awesome.. I am awesome!
Fire Iron Frenzy~ *drools* Heee~! X3

I want ice cream~
Yume-chan has to buy me some later.~
Oh, and Vizzly too. Cuz' I'm royal and I demand my royal kitten of doom to buy me some sweet loving ice cream. <3

EMMY!!!! WHERE ARE YOOU?! D: Login dammit, hun. Q.Q


chu~
/Yumi-chan.]]> 2009-07-26T11:08:22+09:00 < It made it hard t...]]> First of all, yay! 9th grade is over, here I come high school!
I didn't like standing next by Yume-chan, cuz' she was frickin' 1,95 while I was my only 1,65 (if I haven't become any shorter lately)! Ugh. :I
I just wanted to get out from there. I hate these sorts of things, taking good-bye of ppl. Ppl you hope to keep contact with, but know it won't happen. It feels so time-wasting and useless to even gotten to know them, when you know that you prob won't meet them again. D:
Well, I shall try to keep contact with some at least. ^^
Oh, and afterwards mother and I were to go to a japanese restaurant to eat, but it started to rain. I: ... And when we finally got inside, we didn't wanna go outside again. XD So we went to the Chinese restaurant instead. I didn't care, the food was good. Heehee. :3 But my hand has been shaking for a while.. And it's still shaking, I dunno what makes it shake but it's quite irritating! >< It made it hard to hold their stupid plastic sticks. I who like sticks, but they should NOT be in plastic dammit! DX
In any case. Mother told me that she was talking to my teacher Bagge when I went outside (Too crampted in there, started my migraine. D:) and she told me that Bagge heard some guys talking bout me looking good? I was like "What? Haha, no. Really? No... NOO!!". Ahahaha. xDD I got lots of comment when I went around in my beautiful purple/black dress. <33 Heehee. :3 But my hair aint blackpurple anymore.. According to Yume-chan, it was s'pose to be in for like a day the haircolour... What the fuck? She tells me it NOW! The description said 1 hour, but I guess that was if I had bleached my hair first (which I wouldn't dare even try with my thin and oversensitive hair). D: Fuck her. Fuck the colour. Fuck everything. Bleeh! DX
Oh well. In any case..

Oh, and it was fun on Emmy's B-day dinner/evening. :3 She seemed pleased with my present *phew*. Heehee~ ^^ Oh, maybe I should tell you what it was now. :3 Before, when being in the Centrum, we saw those uberkawaii lil necklaces with cupcakes and stuffs~ <3 She told me then that if we were to give her a B-present, she wanted one of those. And me, with my brilliant goldfish memory (thankies, oh great God of goldfishies<3), remembered what she wanted and bought that for her! :D Also bought a kawaii green button-eyed bunny that we saw there too. >w< Me loves him, my dear lil Midori~ <3
But! Let's not end here. :3 I've written something for Emmy. ^^ A thank you poem, since I felt I had to show my gratitued in som kind of way for her to always being there for me. ^^ Since her B-day is actually July the 2nd, and I never got a chance to congrat her on her real B-day I should at least do it in afterhand. <3 One present in beforehand, and one in afterhand. Heehee~ :3
I'll put up the poem on my deviantart (Queen0fPsychos) later, but first I gotta give it to her in hand. :3 If she would just login someday!! D: I need to know when she's home so that I can go to her by suprise and give it to her! X3 Heehee~

Oh, and I were to buy one of Yume-chans lil sweeties. Ossian, was his name, but sadly there was something wrong with his teeth. Making him unable to eat proporly. There was nothing to be done, so now he's in heaven~ *gives my pray for him*
Poor lil one. Q.Q Yume-chan said that I were the first to choose another one from her next babies~ <33 I miss Ossian. D: Naw, oh well. Nothing to be done.

Oh, I got over 800 in cash, now I can finally buy those sweet pants I wanted. <3 Mother hates them, and now she hates them even more when I told her you can make them into shorts. Bwahaha! XD Yume-chan is coming with me later to Shock so I can by them. My money, mother can't stop me. Heee~ :3 I hope they have them in XS when we are there, or at least S (I can always use a belt). D:

Ah, that's right. I'm home. ^^
From a fucked up vacation in a fucked up country with a fucked up language and fucked up people with my fucked up parents and fuck fuck fuck!! D:
Bleh, I'm glad we're home.
Btw, we met (again..) some swedish ppl there. ^^ They had like 4 kids, 1 girl (Ida) at the age of 17, a boy (Emil) at my age and two lil ones (Anna and Linus). :3 Sadly, we didn't get to talk much, some days later we were off to next fucked up camping. <.< Oh well, I at least got Ida's and Emil's msn. :3 I've added them, only waiting for them to get home and accept me. Heee~ X3

Haha, this is going to be a long blogpost. xD
In any case, Emil also liked manga and both of them liked horror movies~ Yay! 8D
I got friends with them kind of quick, heehee~ ^^
Mother said it would be fun if we all went next year together to the other (fucked up) camping we went to, Camping Stel. ^^ Oh, btw, mother broke her ribs at some high and evil kind of fridge. XD She says it still hurts, I tell her to go to the doctor, she say they can't do anything, I tell her they can at least check so that it isn't HURT in any sort of way. Hell it's even a crack in the bone. I know how it feel, then she would be lying here screaming like hell with tears streaming down her face. D:
Women, I tell you. <.<

Well.. finally home.. It's been tough.. *sigh* Still I don't feel all that too well. D:
Okay, first I didn't feel well cuz' first thing I throw up 2 times in a row on the way home.
An advice; Don't try to roleplay on your cellphone while driving through a tornado in France..
Then when when we finally got home, my period started one week too early.
Gah, this headache is killing me..

But.. now my period is almost over.. I still don't feel well..
It's not like I feel phsysical pain, I just.. don't feel so good.
It feels like I'm so happy that I could smile, but at the same time I just want to cry sadly. I felt like screaming "WEE!!" but suddenly stopped myself, and now it feels like something is stuck in my throat. I feel anger, and at the same time I just wanna hug my dear little plushies happily. When I write all happy to my friends, joking around and all, I feel tear building up in my eyes..

Oh well, prob just my split personalities that smashed together and are now confused.
Oh, btw. Bro bought a Playstation 3 with his !! O':
He also bought games, ofc, and so he bought LittleBigPlanet!! 8D
He just need another control so that we both can play, bah. =w=
Still, yaay! X3 Even if it's not mine, I can't play on it (I got to try once today when he got tired from playing too much, I died like 40 times in a row before I gave up, PS3 controls are too soft which I'm not used too XD) and I can't even look at it without him being near.. But I'm still happy! 8D ... I touched it when he wasn't there, *teeheehee*~ It's so smooth, beautiful, a soft black colour and wonderful letters on it that spells "Playstation 3".. I think video-games turns me on. Heee~ <33

I prob should end this by now. Heehee. X3
Oh, one more thing. I'm putting my all on this new kawaii dream avi I have on-going! X3 I only need 600k ... But 2 things costed over 200k, Demon Mask, which isn't all that neccesary so I can just have them as side things for later. The most important things first! :3 So I need only like 100k or so. Hehe. xD;; I'm never gonna get Oculus Magica... It's like over 60k, how am a non-economic and money-wasting goldfish like me gonna make that when I got like only 200G in my wallet! D: Bleh. <.<

Bah. Whatever. I shall try. <3


chu~
/Yumi-chan.]]> 2009-07-26T01:22:39+09:00 It was really fun, we all thought it was gonna be like hell but it was real fun actually. :D All was good except for the food. School food aint ever good, we all know that. <.<

The teachers make acts, sang and even danced hula hula. I was so fun that they put up to embarrass themself in front of us. XD I'm too fkkn' tired to write all about what happened, but one thing is for sure and that is that it was fun. ^^
Afterwards everyone was crying.. and I later started crying just because they were crying. XD That was when everyone had already gone and only me and Emmy was left behind. Then I began to laugh because we were crying, and then Emmy laughed. Then we both laughed, prob because we both looked so silly. At least I didn't have make-up, because Emmy looked so desperate and all with all the make-up that had run down her cheeks. Ahahaha! XD

We later began walking the way to her, while I called for my ride home. ^^
Now I'm home and I'm dead tired. =w= Sorry for my crappy English right now, lol.

chu~ {ドキドキ} /Yumi-chan.]]> 2009-06-11T00:01:18+09:00
We went into the Haunted House, but dang! It was so boring. <.< Me and Emmy didn't even twitch when something jumped right in front of us, while the others both screamed and cried. We both felt kind of tricked on money, but oh well. At least we got a good laugh, thanks to the other scaredy-cats. x3

Also, Anna won a uber-kawaii lil doll for me. >w< My money, but she got to play the game, just cuz' I suck. XD
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It's uber-kawaii, isn't it?<33 I need a name for it. O': Maybe Reaper.<3 Or something like that. *teeheehee* Kawaii~ >w<

Then me, Emmy, Yume-chan and Anna felt that there was no more to do there. So we went to the city instead, and looked around for some clothes for Emmy to wear tomorrow at the school-dinner, and at Friday when school ends. ^^ For tomorrow, a red dress with pink flowers on it, I think it was. And then for Friday, a plain yellow dress. She really suits in such warm colours, heehee.

We went to Wayene's and drank some coffée. =w= Emmy took one chocolate cake and cheese cake, I think. But she wasn't that hungry anymore, so I got to eat the rest of the chocolate cake, yay me! :D Also half of her coffée.. I drank it up in just some seconds, I wonder if she's still in shock. But they did say that we should get going, so I thought I should hurry. Ahahaha. xD;;

And now I'm home, phew. :3 Gonna roleplay some, fix my clothes for tomorrow and then watch some Invader Zim before I get to sleep. Heehee. :D

chu~ /Yumi-chan.]]> 2009-06-10T09:43:11+09:00 He's so scary that I had to take a picture. .____. Ahahaha. XDD His name seems to be Cornelius Vreeswijk and mother started to sing his songs, which was even more scary. She said that he was very great and "cool"..? < .... Nvm that, so anyhow then we went home. On the bus, I sat at the seat that was just one staircase from where they put their babycarriages. And there was one lil kid just were my feeth were. And was so cute, cuz' he was holding my feeth all the time so he would loose balance when he stood up and such...]]> Emmy seemed to take a lot of pictures (like always), I only took one.

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He's so scary that I had to take a picture. .____. Ahahaha. XDD
His name seems to be Cornelius Vreeswijk and mother started to sing his songs, which was even more scary. She said that he was very great and "cool"..? <.< ....
Nvm that, so anyhow then we went home. On the bus, I sat at the seat that was just one staircase from where they put their babycarriages. And there was one lil kid just were my feeth were. And was so cute, cuz' he was holding my feeth all the time so he would loose balance when he stood up and such. xD But then there was this other kid behind me, that just wouldn't stop pulling my hair. >< Why do I always seem to gather around lil children? <.< Anyhow, lil kid was cute, tickling my feeth (xD) and the girl was just irritating. D:
Then mother drove me home a bit, and I went straight to the computer to see if anyone was home and would rpg with me. :3 Then I fell asleep. <.< First, at the computer. Bro got up and woke me up. Later, in the kitchen. Woke up after some time. Then I went to the bed and fell asleep. No use to be awake if you can't even think straight. Then later on I woke up, I think when mother was home again (Three hours later. XD) and I felt a lot of better then. ^^ And so I've rpg the rest of the day.

Tomorrow we are going to that amusment park. <.< Seems like the rain is gonna pour down like hell tomorrow too. XD I hope no one stays home sick, cuz' I don't wanna be there alone. D: Oh, and I didn't fail the home economics, I got a reply on my mail from my teacher, and I got a C or something. xD Still haven't gotten any answer from my other teacher about the History test. <.< Hope I get it soon. D: Mother is still hearing that strange sound that sounds like ducks or something in her room. Wonder what it is. Father doesn't care, and it only sound in her room. We can't hear or see anything outside. It's too dark the the neighbours has some kind of strange machine going on all night long that sound terrible. Prob the cause of why the "animals", or whatever it is, is talking/screaming all night long. ><;; Father doens't care, he never does, and he hasn't even went to check the sound. D: I've heard the sound, and so has bro. But he thinks it sound like someone is talking... .___. Prob the neighbours sons, they would anyway never notice if they had disappear. They won't even notice their dog running off (she always comes to us, seems like they won't give her any food at home. XD), ahaha. :P

Oh well, gonna continue listen to Regina Spektor - The Call while roleplaying some more.<3 Wish me luck for tomorrow! :D

chu~{ドキドキ} /Yumi-chan]]> 2009-06-09T21:23:18+09:00 Then I played some at the computer, and in the next second I had fallen asleep.. <.< Then mother got home and we went shopping. I bought the B-day present for Emmy today, not gonna tell what it is (in case she reads this) but I think she'll be happy. ^^ Oh, and also, I bought a dress for the school-dinner-thingy. It's black. :3 And some stockings for it. Also black. And then I bought some earings. :3 White feathers and black feathers.<3 When I take two more piercings in my ears I can have them all at the same time, yay!<3 No, Yume-chan. I do not want you to do the piercing thingy.. That's just scary. .______.;;

Today I showed off my hair. It was fun. Ahaha. It wasn't really much of a difference, except some purple in the bottom and it shimmers in purple in the sun. :D
Bleh, I need to take a shower today. D:
I hope my haircolour won't just, you know.. whoop~ Gone gone, and forever gone.
..... Then I will cry.

Anyhow, I better mail my teachers soon. Gotta know how I did at the History test and my home economic essay. D: And then I'm gonna roleplay some, yay! :D
Hm, I wonder if you can put on music on these blogs.. I just recently started yesterday, and besides, I have NO idea what all the letters says. XD I'm still a beginner at japanese, waah. D: Anyhow, better go and take that shower now.

chu~ /Yumi-chan]]> 2009-06-08T21:43:23+09:00