The so called "Jack" I met at RSS is really a jack-ass. Or should I call "him" by "his" real name, Jennifer? I just got to know today from a friend of mine that knows her, that it's not really the Jack I thought I knew. She's tricking everyone into thinking it's him and that he lives in Eskilstuna or something and stuff. And the number I thought was his, was actually hers and now she got my number. But the friend of mine was gonna tell her what an idiot she is, that I'm really disappointed in her and that she has to erase my number.
Seriously, I feel so down right now. That really hurt, to be thinking that I had a friend like that. We talked about a lot of things, "he" told me such sweet things and "he" even got to hear the arguments between mother and I. Which is not something that I'm really bragging about, you know. "He" even said to me after hearing the fight 'You sounded much wiser than your mother' which really touched me. Finally someone else heard the arguments and finally someone knew that my mother isn't the one who's always right. That I can actually act more of an adult than her, and that warm my heart. It really did. It was so sweet, and now it just feels so hurtful. Such a lie, I would never had guessed.
This is why I don't trust people. I hate humans, I really do. They have no idea of the thing called "feelings", and they certainly don't know how to handle them. They are all just a bunch of idiots, and I pity them. I really do. They don't know the truth behind love and hate, nor the real reason for feeling good about something for once or sad by something that happened. Idiots..
Anyhow. Today was one another of these boring days. Nothing in particular happened, actually. Except I got to know that I've passed the Physics with at least an C, yay. :'D Haha, fun when she read out loud what she had written about me. "No absenteeism. No homeworks done." Ahaha, both positive and negative, lol. XDD But she seemed quite pleased about it anyhow. That's good. :3 And I explained to her that I'm still not really into this "homework" thing yet, since we didn't have any homeworks on my old school.
She seemed to understand, and I also told her that I'll probably sooner or later learn this homework-thingy again. She'll see, just needs a little patience. ^^
Oh, the dishwasher is done! wa~h, I luv the smell of newly cleaned dishes. <3 See! Another thing I love! Ha, in ya' face, Jasmine. o xo
Today me and my bro watched the new "Glee" thingy.. we thought it was going to be fun but it really wasn't! D: And besides, it wasn't even a movie, but a series! Ugh. And the trailer was just all the actually "fun" parts that existed put together. If it couldn't become worse, they didn't even show the apple-scene. Bleh. That's what we had waited for.. It's was more of a mother-series. With song and dance and drama and bleeeh. D:
Boring. <.<
At least I got two macchiatos, that cheered me up somehow.
Bah, gotta write that scary-story-thingy later, or my teacher will turn disappointed at me. D: It's just that I've started with the tale now that we have to do, that I'm more into that one than the other one. >< Oh well, I'll just have to work hard. We'll see what I'll do. o 3o
Now I gotta go to sleep... after I've edited my tale, gotta write down what I wrote on my mobile before. . x.
Btw, talked some with Alex today. He asked me about something new from Emmy, and I told him I still haven't talked to her. She's prob blocked me or something, for what reason I still don't know.
Gah, life just turned worse than worst.
At least I know that I'm at the level of "Above C" at the computer-classes (Webdesign and Computer knowledge). You can't get higher than "Above C" for now. It means I either am at B- or A-level. He told me that I'll probably at least get an B in both, if not A in at least Webdesign. Ooh, I can't wait until Computer-programing and Art classes next termin. Also, we'll get to choose course (or whatever it's called in English, extra classes anyhow. Such as either the boring classes as English, Math etc or maybe sports or something else). :D yay! Hope they have something real fun. ^^ Sadly, they don't seem to have Japanese, but I'll take other classes like such after school, mother has promised. ^^
With love,
- Yumi-chan. ♥
Seriously, I feel so down right now. That really hurt, to be thinking that I had a friend like that. We talked about a lot of things, "he" told me such sweet things and "he" even got to hear the arguments between mother and I. Which is not something that I'm really bragging about, you know. "He" even said to me after hearing the fight 'You sounded much wiser than your mother' which really touched me. Finally someone else heard the arguments and finally someone knew that my mother isn't the one who's always right. That I can actually act more of an adult than her, and that warm my heart. It really did. It was so sweet, and now it just feels so hurtful. Such a lie, I would never had guessed.
This is why I don't trust people. I hate humans, I really do. They have no idea of the thing called "feelings", and they certainly don't know how to handle them. They are all just a bunch of idiots, and I pity them. I really do. They don't know the truth behind love and hate, nor the real reason for feeling good about something for once or sad by something that happened. Idiots..
Anyhow. Today was one another of these boring days. Nothing in particular happened, actually. Except I got to know that I've passed the Physics with at least an C, yay. :'D Haha, fun when she read out loud what she had written about me. "No absenteeism. No homeworks done." Ahaha, both positive and negative, lol. XDD But she seemed quite pleased about it anyhow. That's good. :3 And I explained to her that I'm still not really into this "homework" thing yet, since we didn't have any homeworks on my old school.
She seemed to understand, and I also told her that I'll probably sooner or later learn this homework-thingy again. She'll see, just needs a little patience. ^^
Oh, the dishwasher is done! wa~h, I luv the smell of newly cleaned dishes. <3 See! Another thing I love! Ha, in ya' face, Jasmine. o xo
Today me and my bro watched the new "Glee" thingy.. we thought it was going to be fun but it really wasn't! D: And besides, it wasn't even a movie, but a series! Ugh. And the trailer was just all the actually "fun" parts that existed put together. If it couldn't become worse, they didn't even show the apple-scene. Bleh. That's what we had waited for.. It's was more of a mother-series. With song and dance and drama and bleeeh. D:
Boring. <.<
At least I got two macchiatos, that cheered me up somehow.
Bah, gotta write that scary-story-thingy later, or my teacher will turn disappointed at me. D: It's just that I've started with the tale now that we have to do, that I'm more into that one than the other one. >< Oh well, I'll just have to work hard. We'll see what I'll do. o 3o
Now I gotta go to sleep... after I've edited my tale, gotta write down what I wrote on my mobile before. . x.
Btw, talked some with Alex today. He asked me about something new from Emmy, and I told him I still haven't talked to her. She's prob blocked me or something, for what reason I still don't know.
Gah, life just turned worse than worst.
At least I know that I'm at the level of "Above C" at the computer-classes (Webdesign and Computer knowledge). You can't get higher than "Above C" for now. It means I either am at B- or A-level. He told me that I'll probably at least get an B in both, if not A in at least Webdesign. Ooh, I can't wait until Computer-programing and Art classes next termin. Also, we'll get to choose course (or whatever it's called in English, extra classes anyhow. Such as either the boring classes as English, Math etc or maybe sports or something else). :D yay! Hope they have something real fun. ^^ Sadly, they don't seem to have Japanese, but I'll take other classes like such after school, mother has promised. ^^
With love,
- Yumi-chan. ♥
ニックネーム：Yumiko Akimoto
