i dont know why, why do u taken away my loving people
what i did????????? i have no idea, tell me
u have already taken away my family, my friends, him n him from me, havent u?
isnt enought isit?????????
i hate being alone, u nou. u told me didnt u? im always afraid being alone
why are you taking me ray from me now??????????
i havent done anything 4 him......... he gave me releives alot. he changed my mind, but i heve done nothing nothng nothng.........
why did u make us meet here? to meke me sad? to make me feel lonely? to kill me like 10yeasrs ago? so why didnt u killed me perfectly then? you could righrt? eventhough you robbed everything of me..........you didnt kill me
i nou his sorrows, n i understand him well, coz he is similar to me...
he hates but he loves, yea its contradiction. now i can accept my contrradictions in my heart, in my head, in my body but i couldnt 5years ago coz didnt have enought room, same here for ray now, wat he is bearing is too big 4 him, but he cant ran away from it, its his fate. he hates but he nous he loves at same time. its too hard, he nevers says help me, but i nou he needs. he just doiesnt nou how to depend on othters, he doesnt nou how to ask help.
please dont take away ray for me now....... we like each other we know,
i can help him i can salvage him, i promidse, so please,
i dont wanna make him coufused and sad, but i nou overcoming by himself is impossible,n he is trying it alone for his parentes he loves, but he is killing himself, if he contibue his trying, he would never find his happiness, he would devote his presious time for others, killing himself, like me.
working for loving people, devoteing ourselves for loveing peopoe is one way to live our lives, but we shouldbt forget the base is ourselves, not other's. ray hasnt notice dat. its too sad, poor