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finding him.. 

February 19 [Sun], 2006, 7:41
Today,, I woke up at 2 something pm.. At ,, I with him for a long time.. After that,, I with for a while.. Then,, I talked with in msn .. Around 9 something pm,, Cherry went to Richmond with me.. yeah !! Then,, during the trip,, we with a lot of people,, such as Alex,, Tangly,, Hody and him.. After that,, we finally found him and Roy.. Then,, we went to chilli for our supper .. Around 11 something pm,, Roy and Cherry left.. Also,, Kristy,, Mandy,, Rachel and June joined with us to go to his for making .. At the same time,, he and I just watched .. sweet !! Around 1 something am,, he us back .. night,, night!!

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February 18 [Sat], 2006, 11:27
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mom finally leaves.. 

February 18 [Sat], 2006, 7:19
Today,, I stayed at whole day to do nothing.. just always ,, and .. At ,, I with him for a while.. Then,, I with for a while,, too!! Around 9 something pm,, I fell again.. Today,, I stupidly fell about 19 hours.. cool!!

Today is eighth month anniversary if we still were couple..

my mom finally ,, and that's mean I will be free again..

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February 17 [Fri], 2006, 23:14
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studyin'.. 

February 17 [Fri], 2006, 6:18
Today,, I woke up at 2 something pm.. cool !! Then,, I studyed Math 12 whole day since I will have test on Monday.. poor !! At ,, I with him for a while.. Then,, again,, I with him.. After that,, I took some pictures with my family because my grandma has to take a look!! Then,, I had a long talk with my family.. After that,, I with for a while.. Around 12 something am,, I went to .. night,, night!!

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gettin' better 2.. 

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gettin' better 1.. 

February 16 [Thu], 2006, 21:07
Today,, I went to Chem 11 class ,, but I fell .. tired !! Probably,, I thought too much my problem last night.. I want to again.. too hurt ,, too hard.. I know I'm so emotional again.. Actually,, I don't know what I'm doing now.. Anyway,, during in the ,, Susie dated me to go to eat Lunch with her.. After ,, I went to Main to find her for Lunch.. However,, she skipped the class with .. Therefore,, we went to McDonald's to have a long talk.. Around 4 something pm,, Susie and I went to Downtown to shop.. Stupidly,, Susie lost her ,, so we went to find it.. Luckily,, we finally found it.. Around 5 something pm,, I walked around there because Susie had to leave.. Until 6 something pm,, I went to Math 12 class .. long time no focus on what the teacher taught.. this time,, I finally understood what the teacher talked about.. Maybe,, it's my good start.. During in the ,, Adrian solved my problem again.. After ,, Adrian me back .. At the same time,, Adrian dated me to go to club with him,, but I didn't go because of my mom.. Actually,, I promised Willy that my first time to go to there might go with him.. At ,, I with for a while.. Around 11 something pm,, I had a long with Alex.. Until 1 something am,, I went to ..

你•s›¢‰—‰ä—¹ 

February 15 [Wed], 2006, 23:05
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I don't know what to do any more.. 

February 15 [Wed], 2006, 15:13
Today,, I went to Chem 11 class .. Then,, I went to Main to eat Lunch with and Susie.. Yeah,, they both skipped class to stay with me.. However,, they had to go back around 4 something pm,, so I had to walk around Downtown to spend my .. poor !! During shopping,, I just though about what and Susie said.. Around 6 something pm,, I with him for a while.. After that,, I went to Math 12 class .. I talked with Maggie and Adrian whole class.. Oh,, my god.. I received my Ch1 test .. poor !! Anyhow,, I bothered Adrian again.. sorry !! After school ,, Adrian me back .. Then,, I found something on the net .. Around 12 something am,, I !! night,, night!! I again.. probably,, I got lost again.. between like,, love,, habit and leave,, what do I want?? actually,, I don't know what am I doing now?? I just want to hide the problem,, but I know I have to face about it because I have no time to hide too much!!

I don't know what to do any more..

funny girl -- Susie..